Previously
Tomorrow ...
I'll surely post something.
Ugh ... did I say something to the tune of: "tomorrow does come" - and now I'm going through the whole ... learning what it means
thing again? Well ... I'm like, gone. I know I'm supposed to feel better and I suppose I do but in terms of how gone I am I've left
plaid far behind me.
And where do I even begin? How about all those red and yellow flashing lights?
But, there's still a plan. And ... what was I?
Oh, a plan ... . Money. ... Hmm ...
Do I have a weed problem?
No, I have a distraction problem. Right now ... .
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2026-03-02:
Wooops!
Douple woops.
Tripple woops.
Quadruple woops?
I suppose I have to ... "previously I wrote ... such and such" this ... so, below.
So, there's that. I missed out on ... being up to date with this - and with that ... I'm kind of doing my own thing now. Like, previously
I like ... lost a day. Then now I realize that it's march already.
As for my coding. Well. I guess I'm getting somewhere, but it's painfully slow. I was like ... well, I wanted to be where I'm at now ...
a week ago. Sort of. But, the more time I give it, the more I see of what I want to be doing. But right now I'm mostly ... I mean, in essence
things still look pretty much the same. A little more here and there, a little less elsewhere. Under the hood a lot has changed however,
so ... I'm not sure how but I have an idea of how I'll package it up.
That'll also be part of how much time this takes. I mean - at any rate, I have some amount of work cut out for me. There's a simple goal
after all, at which point this whole thing can be round - and I'll have to get there little by little.
But yea. In a way I feel like I'm losing myself. Dissolving. I don't know.
For now all I can do is keep digging ...
Also: Crystals
I don't know ... sigh. I've been like ... completely lost the last few days. I've made some progress on some fronts, but to make it an
update it would need something else, and there it makes sense to also do some other thing, and while we're at it it would be nice to
also do the other thing - and looking at it so we might also start doing this other thing ... and then I also have some kind of real life
matters to deal with. So, right now I'm in some kind of inflection point where what I can do is try and stay calm while trying to come out
in one piece on the other side. Nothing too critical, but ... the real work can't really begin just yet.
I'd possibly also want to take a good nap, stock up on supplies and so. But even for the short term, like ... a few days ... I mean, ... .
From what I've gathered, it makes sense to take a rest between bursts of work - and during that time I should allow my mind to wonder and
maybe pick up on some other thing. Like, I'd try not to focus on multiple things at once because that, previously, ended badly. But the
problem seems to be more about how I deal with those fluctuating tendencies. Which then also, ... I don't know. Stubborness?
The Bridge of ... Doom!
Yea, the story - if You don't like the Crystal Cave Ending - goes a little different. We have a Bridge of Doom because there's a chance to
fail it. Whatever, then comes the climb down - next to which we enter the Swamp of Loneliness. It's not despair and it's not to do with
loneliness itself. It has all to do with You being by yourself - and Yourself capable of navigating through it. There's no up or down or
left or right. Circumstances don't matter as much as what it is that haunts You.
As for now? I would find myself in a vast field of crystaline icicles, much as a plane ... or field ... of mirrors. Vanity being the curse
- so, what can I trust? ...
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But, previously, I also wrote:
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