Making shit up

It would seem like this is the right way. I mean, given that I'm a living human being there needs to be some leeway that I have. And it should work both ways. I mean, to some extent I'm actually, really, legitimately worried that God is intentionally holding back because I'm supposed to have a part in this too. But yea. So, I'm redefining myself - and am being redefined - as a person of action. A doer, but more so do people look at me in hopes for getting things done. I'm the one unifying person on the left - the answer to the dilemma; And that's just the implied starting point.

I'm the one everyone can agree on; And most of it can pretty much work without words - even. It is what it is ... and for the most part we decorate it with words because the alternative would be kind of awkward. Whatever I say goes. For once because, as you can see, they (my words) aren't all that outrageous or crazy at all; And so for the rest we kind of appreciate function over form.
Function however being about the form.
So - if I told You that I'm the divine Judge appointed to impart judgment onto this world - that's function and form. The Form may be a lie, or at least it's made up, but the function remains. We don't need to name it like this. But for to say what's happening, it's definitely on point.

And here's kind of how this goes. I have a very clear attitude about ... what's going to go down. And while we're not sure how; I have to come to terms with the fact that I'm the one at the helm. Now, that's not how we at large are supposed to organize. But the way we're supposed to organize runs into issues with the world as is and so someone has to make an effort of cleaning up. Whichever way that goes. Now, the Media landscape as is, is probably not going to give me the light of day. We kind of have to force them; And yea, I don't think that meticulous strategizing is the way here. What I'm gunning for - well - is fairly blunt. I'm THE alternative - and everyone trying to argue against my position ... well ... I suppose that's a judgment I have to leave up to You. You however, like, if You're reading this as some kind of "early adopter", have to ... trust it. Like I have to trust that You even exist. We have to trust that yea ... this is good, this is right. That alone should suffice. Give or take.

But yea. I mean ... I'm coming at this from having tuned into the whole Hasan Piker drama that's been flaring up lately. But before I speak in defense of him; I want to also throw out a shout out into the direction of Stephanie Sterling. The thing is ... I see that what he's going through is very familiar. And yea. Maybe it's a reason why I ultimately associate with the Left through its influencers so much. I ... see the same kind of shit.
And yea. I want to help. I want to do something about it. I very much feel that it is my duty, my obligation, to tune in and say "Hello". Because yea. That's the problem. Cleaning up the media landscape is like ... step one. It's what's on the Table and I rather not have my dinner while there's poop on it.
And while everyone is flailing around like "oh, its up for interpretation" and shit like that; I'm like the Alien in the Space Jam movie going like: "What do You think we are? Stupid?". I see it as a thread; An open iniquity - like a torch of mad fire burning where another flame should be lit instead. And so the math is simple. If You demand me, advocate for me, support me - that sort of stuff - You're saying that this is what You want. People may want to call You crazy; And then You ask them for an alternative and they go Diddly MacGeezax. You know, the thing Kyle Kulinsky does to express his frustration with the occasional dipshit.
Sure it's all just an opinion, bla dee bla - at long last nothing happens still until You realize that this isn't the only good argument on my side. If You know of another way, well ... I might entertain the idea but ultimately I think we have to accept that there's only ONE way. And who wants to be in the way, well ... is there by choice. Which is to say, someone has to start taking out the shit - and there's no solution as radical as supporting me. But I have to then promise You that. Make it a thing. Be the Lucille that's coming for their asses.

I mean - here's the thing. I'm seeing some segment as part of this Drama where some guy on some show woefully misrepresents Hasan ... and I have to imagine what I would do in that situation. And getting stuck there, debating with a dipshit over nonsense isn't really much in terms of "motion". It's like the opposite. Which is part of why they're there in the first place. And I can't have that. I can't entertain that nonsense ... and if we can all be civil about it, then the imagery of my speech is as bloody as it's going to get. And we can do the whole "Marketplace of Ideas" thing again ... You know, have a civil back and forth and figure out our shit like normal people because what else are we going to do? Execute people over some silly off-handed comment on a globally broadcasted news-show? Well ... it would be a start. If neccessary.

I mean, if I had a publicity level of Hasan Piker ... sure. It wouldn't move past that. Like ... anytime soon. The rest is a simple ... how would one phrase it? Streisandian equation? If You make it necessary - and YOU know who YOU are - the necessary thing shall be done. And my perk is that I have thin skin. So, I'm the final boss to drop onto a debate stage; And when I do ... I want to make sure to have a professional team of torture-masters and executioners behind me.
Just to make it utterly clear ... that if I want to ... I can end the debate on MY terms.

You know You want to give it to me. We can look at it - and hope that it'll only remain a symbol. But we're done ... with symbols. For the most part. We don't want "symbolic justice". We want ... just justice.

I'm the eventuality. The Damocles Sword. And yea. Maybe some unfortunate fuck has to fuck around and find out for not having read the room enough; And however insignificant that person may be ... obviously just an expendable goon to test the waters with ... well ... will have to suffice. I mean, that's the End-game that I have to prepare for, if I want to avert it. Because if we give them the inches that they ask for ... we'll have ourselves a problem that'll require more and more brute force to then get rid off. Maybe the bloodshed might be more gratuitous then ... so, there's an argument to be had. No doubt. We can call it "Catharsis Maxxing". As the Bible puts it: Forgive them and it'll be as pouring embers over their heads ... or something to that effect.
Because yea. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice ... and it's getting personal.

I mean, I have this theory. Much of what's going on might just be ... in the spirit of balance. Like, evil is allowed to exist for as long as we tolerate it. Sort of. And like I have a weird relationship with abuse; To me abuse isn't equal to evil. Or bad. They're entirely separate concepts. But evil has a few qualities in terms of what it does - like, inherently or implicitly, give or take - and abuse is one of them. So. Anyway. It would then take me longer to get around ... rejecting someone for abusing me; Than it might take someone else. And in this world, we kind of have the time to develop our resentment against evil. And while doing so, the one or the other might have a change of heart. Simply ... they can develop their resentment against evil and come pretty much the same conclusion. That's what we want. And yes, if the message is powerful enough, well - maybe we could do without threats of violence. But then, I also kind of have to take the side of God and agree that yes ... eventually ... the curtains need to come down.

Well, it's a double edged sword ... with Him. Like ... as is written.

And they can write it off as a joke, sure, let them ... and whatever hijinx they're up to. The thing is, if we want to allow that to happen, I kind of have to allow people to support me entirely out of spite. And that again ... is a thing I'm prepared to facilitate.

I mean - I have an intimate understanding of the stresses and tensions one can experience under "their" oppressive rule. And the desire to simply push a button to make it all go away ... is much more than just a lazy cop-out. It's a desire of desperation. And someone who's at that point - I want to allow to be able to just say 'no' - for clearly they're not in a position to do any better. Not anytime soon. We'd have to make things better for them; And so ... this isn't just one circle we're drawing here. There's a lot of circles that loop back in and around to this.

Like ... the whole matter of toxic masculinity. I agree ... but as that conversation unfolds, there's very little in terms of non-toxic masculinity to go with. Sure, "normal" people might try to say: "Well, just try to be 'normal'" - and I agree. Like ... yea ... "what's normal?" - bla dee bla - we get it, no need for that.


So, not made up: I'm Israel ... here to re-arrange the world as we know it.

THE Israel ... not that Zionist Dung that calls itself that. I mean, seriously. Those ... . I mean, in a weird way we may come to appreciate the moment of rejoycing over the violent destruction of Babylon ... but if You look at what Israel is doing that way, I'm sorry for You.
And anyway, this whole War that they're engaged in right now ... just blindly throwing bombs in every direction and coating it in the guise of righteousness and justice (Yea, "Law and Order" has kind of ... served its purpose I guess) - allthewhile RISKING like ... EVERYTHING ... going just villy nilly Fallout Have Fun You like Zombies and enjoyed Mad Max didn't You? ... I have nothing but the vilest of hatred for them.


And yea. Sure. I'll be there ... throwing fuel into the fire - because ... they make it neccessary. One way or another ... those heads will have to come down.
And how much "fair trial" there will be, that entirely depends on our patience.

And like so, I kind of get what that thing with my Knee is all about. It's the proverbial knee I ram into Jesus' belly ... where, I'm in a bit of a sensitive spot. Sure, on one hand side I'm myself ... free to be me and all that ... but on the other, God's entire reputation like hinges on how I conduct myself. So, I will do my best to distance myself from that ... "hinge" ... but in some instances ... there is no separation. I mean, that's kind of what a hinge is. A ... "de-separator". And sure, the message of Peace and Love is fine; But when taken too far, it kind of collides with the whole ... "eventuality of an anomaly which despite their (God's) sincerest efforts ..." ... they've been unable to eliminate from what is otherwise a harmony ... of mathematical precision.
And so, sitting on it too much is like ... actively opposing God and ... I don't want that. Perhaps first of all out of respect rather than understanding. But there's also ... eventually ... little meaning to try and understand all and everything God does. It's tempting, but ... enough is enough.

And then there's Lena von Otterburg ... formerly known as Rosa from Timbuktu; But since she acknowledged that her name might be offensive she's been in a little bit of a redefinition crisis ... and she's also the part of me that's terribly Woke and utterly devastated by what's happening.


And so (again?) - I'm sorry for the people in Iran that put their hopes in the USA and Israel winning this; And it's tempting to feel swayed by it - as in an ideal world we'd be dealing with Both at once.
But the Iranian rockets feel like rays of salvation ... Holy Bolts of Light than rain redemption onto these cursed lands. I'm not saying it, but I'm feeling it. I'm not saying it because I don't believe in it, but the soil is thirsting for blood.
Like ... "once more".

And make no mistake ... My God is real - and unless He's also Yours, Yours is fake.


It's weird how we're actually at some kind of perfect inversion here. I didn't think that it would come this way, or this far - but alas, here we are; And to be fair ... it's the better outcome of the possibilities I had envisioned. It's just "classical" religion and not some more insidious new form. Although ... hmm, but we haven't really heard of it, have we?

I mean, I suspect.

I mean, this looks like Plan C or D. Or F maybe. It's certainly a Fail anyway.


And it's important to remind ourselves of Prejudice here. I mean ... have I? I certainly have written of it. So, I suppose it's ... somewhere. But ... it's odd; How not being diligent enough has us slip. All of us that advocate for tolerance ... we all should understand the problem that prejudice fosters. And yea, conservatives have nothing but that. Or ... "conservatives" ... if You will. I mean, the whole smear against Hasan stands on very thin legs ... the building collapses if You just look at it funny ... but it yet stands on a very dense mesh of "bullshit" ... a lot of which is based on prejudice.

And I don't know how, because I'm not even sure WHERE it is written, but it seems like we all intimately know it. First the whole world will repent; And then it's time for Israel. That's the Prophecy. So, naturally we can expect all sorts of denial; Which is hypothetical at first but very real in the here and now still; And yea, that's not prejudice. It's not even a thing until we can start to observe the very real matter of the fact. Until then we don't care ... because we don't have a reason to single out anyone. But accusing me of prejudice when I'm against a movement (and it's consequences) that's entirely fueld by hate and prejudice ... that's vile.

And don't come at me like I'd greenlight a Genocide.
Based on what? "Trust me Bro"? Trust what? Your Prejudistic presentation of a situation that's even on first glance more complex than You could explain? Like ... how do You want to "out-expert" me in this matter? If anything, I'm the only one ever true legitimate human Ruler of Israel ... like, the one who turned Israel from a pile of rubble into a Nation ... and Generations to come would pride themselves of carrying my Name ... and all of Solomon's greatness - I low key hate putting it this way but it is true - is built on Gods' promise to ME.
(Plural is as valid for God as is singular. Though ... Plural is more like the nuance, Singular is the imperative).

And yea. I may be "nobody" - and yet I'm looking at China and try to take a reasonable diplomatic position. Well, yea ... maybe I should shut some parts of my mouth for that purpose ... which is to say that it's looseness is a quality I can use to exalt the meaning of me abstaining from it. And yea, occasionally I'm glad that I'm not actually involved in the politics. But I'm definitely voting for War against the USA.
Or, yea, because of that. I mean ... I definitely feel a little bit of remorse whenever some kind of Pacifist victory gets declared. It makes me feel incredibly small and terribly ashamed. But yes. I don't really care about National politics. That's my take-away. I'm glad that ... ... hmm.

So, how can I properly distance myself from that? Well - the thing is, I like the Christian values that we have. I lament the fact that we kind of don't really have them as much as it previously would have seemed; But it also seems like one of those "always has been" situations that we had to eventually see "face to face". It's ironic how much of a socialist country Germany is, for instance, while everyone who scoffs at the idea is just as right about it. And so ... yea ... I'm not sold on our Christian values enough to call it a matter of national identity - though by and large I suppose that we have the most Christian constitution still. Germany. I mean, it's not like I know ... much more. I don't even know ours enough to be honest. So, take it with a grain of salt. But so, here's my home - here people speak my language, literally - and here are all the things I'm familiar with. And sure ... I have to second guess all of it on a semi-regular basis. And so I would look at the Chinese people, rather than their officials, although at the end there isn't really a line to be drawn.
Similarly I would look at the Iranian people. The odd thing being that when I think of Saudi Arabia or Qatar ... I don't get a sense of there being like "people". The sense I'm getting is that there are Slaves ... or some form thereof. So, here again is a separation that ... concerns me. Like, how do we even tolerate Saudi Arabia and Qatar? If it were up to me ... Kaboom ... and Donzo Gonzales. Adios ... and Basta.

I mean, legitimately ... I don't feel like there's an aweful lot of distance ... politically, just at all, from where we are to just removing them. Were it not for the money. I mean, that's all it is. And it's like a Symbol of that. Everyone ... being friendsy pants with them ... yea, media might try to suggest otherwise, but the people have spoken.

So yea. Am I talking crazy?
No. You all know that there is a little bit of sense to all of that hate-driven nonsense that's going on these days. It's a truth at the end of a way we would hope doesn't have an end. It's THE way. Being a good person. And the ONLY ONE thing that's consistently a BUT when it comes to the fertility of that way ... is politics. Well, "politics". Individuals not wanting to let go of power. And it's not going to change ... until we start to change it.

So, if You're a political figure ... there's like ... three options You have. You can get on board, You can think of retiring ... or You can try be a nuisance.


And yea. I mean, I have been spitting words like this for a long time; And while at first it might not appear like I'm in a position to make those threats, I very well am. I mean, I literally AM the threat.
As Scripture puts it: The pointed arrow.

And yea. You can dig through the Prophecies and You will find that the tone isn't much different. Maybe that's what "they" are running on; I mean, it makes sense although I haven't really heard any coherent ... sermon on the matter (but whatever qualifies as such amidst the Trumptards, which is to say, it isn't coherent in any way other than as a conduit for hate and prejudice) ... . Like, yea. The looks are all there; But where are the preachers? Anyway ... be it as it may ... sure. At the heart of my mission would be this kind of stuff. What's Christian?
It seems like I would have to sympathize with those that "fell for it" - but, in how much there's an absence of preachers I presume an absence of any kind of profound religious wisdom. It's like ... You need to want the cool-aid to be sold on it. Maybe that's prejudice, but they're still in the wrong; Which means ... I'm just saying.

Yes. This whole semantic back and forth ... it's silly. Luckily, the motion we want flows one way ... and by that direction we can safely determine a general sense of ... what is and isn't in our interest.


But now ... where do I get Torture-Masters/Executioners from?
It all has a somewhat ... the plan isn't really fleshed out. There's some glaring holes that come to show at closer inspection; But yea, uhm ... time will have to tell. In the meantime ... I can do the part. I have handled weapons before. Pistol, UZI, Rifle, Machine Gun. I suppose it's like riding a bycicle.

However. I will leave the revelation of how all of this doesn't add up or make sense to 'them'. They sure know a lot more about that than I would. And I guess they're right. It's silly. It's a fantasy - and fantasies work without solving any logistical problems. Also, the situation itself - the ones I think of - are lifted from videos I'm seeing, so ... that's a bias.
But then, I cannot subject the general tone of my overall message to the individual whereabouts of me at any given point in time. At long last, where there's a will there is a way ... and ... beyond that, it doesn't happen to be all that complicated.

I mean, sure. It won't be as in any one fantasy ... supportive or mockery ... and the whole ordeal is pretty much on par with the other stupid climax we're talking about. It's a promise ... an idea ... a motion ... . And I only have as much power as is given to me. There are things I can't help You with. All I know is that I want to change things. And yea, scriptures suggest that at the end of the day ... I'm not going to get what I'm looking for here. So, ... it would be logistically easier if my reputation could basically precede me enough so that I won't have to actively get involved. But yes. Long story short: Throughout the years, my patience for debates has grown extremely thin. Realistically that means that I will have to violently ignore such things, as ... for the sake of my sanity. And that I suppose is the 'snapshot' that captures where I'm coming from. So, if You have some kind of elaborate speech planned out and whatever rhetoric and semantics and some such mindfuck ... well ... best case scenario: You'll be drowned out long before You could take it to me personally. Worse case ... hmm.

Whatever. Fuck it.


So, I'm sorry I guess ... until it turns out that I was right all along. So - as You can see; At the end of the day I don't have a lot of wiggle room here. The end ... is the end ... how we get there ... is how we get there. In our patience is the amount of leeway that they have before the hammer comes down.

Does this check out?
Can I leave this like that?
I believe so. Even more so ... I'm supposed to. I'm obligated to. It's my holy duty. You know ... sometimes the decisions one is forced to make ... happen to be difficult ones. The difficulty isn't in finding the right answer, it's the action that is required that makes it difficult.
So, yea, pathetic wannabe leaders boil those things down a button or a decree or whatever. I wonder how that affects the difficulty of those decisions. I understand that the hard decisions become really easy and the really easy ones become hard because they would reveal just how much of a fraud You are. I mean, on the one end my Videogameified brain has a somewhat loose relationship with the overall concept of violence and death. It's like ... halfway steeped in metaphor and cynicism. On the other I have legitimate values ... and according to those I'd have a problem if I were ever supposed to kill someone. But the amount of rejection that I have to commit to in order to sanitize my mind from the filth of the wickedness of this iniquitous world ... it creates some kind of independent fire. I mean, I've done it ... and what rests on top of it ... is a sense of what it took to get it packaged away like that. Hatred, resentment ... that goes into it. And ... to be as serious about this as can be ... if Your ambition is to support, sustain or otherwise inflate that what is inside that package ... You're in the line of fire. The moment I will feel Your "dirty "hands"" trying to touch my tie around it ... well, I have to make a choice.
And that's kind of it. I think it's like ... inevitable. It's their whole thing. Naturally they'll try to ... maintain ground and do shit and stuff ... and all we have to do is play it cool. Right now they might have the narrative revolve around the "minor" thing that would be said, the "slight disagreement" or perhaps "a slip of the tongue" ... but seriously, we all know that we're talking about more than that. So, let me then ask You what it is that You're trying to say?
The thing is ... it's not particularly difficult to then go and squeeze it out of them. But we also see that they never just ... shut up and leave either. It's never over for them until they can ... somehow leave a dump on Your portal. And whether or not we have a non-violent option may depend on the circumstances. Naturally ... my considerations must wander to the circumstances that would require it. And as a good Christian I should advocate for Peace. But I don't find it in me. I don't ... find it. What I find are the Buts.

So, yea, it is as a Christian that I'm at the point where I say "Fuck 'Em".


Right now You might still be able to make jokes about this. But ... have You ever heard of Rocco's Basilisk. This is kind of like that. Peace!


And yea. I'm not satisfied with the idea of this just fizzling out unceremoneously. I kind of ... yea ... I ... ooof. Dang. Well ... yup and ... [shrugs] ... pooo ... uhm ... yea. It's like ... a lot of noices indicative of stresses and tensions as the gears of my mind grind towards a sentence ... and mixed in the occasional ayayay ... because ... yea. The answer is there. The choice is ... this or that. And I'm not sure if forgiveness works ... if it doesn't have an effect.
So, despite all my talk ... I find myself struggling. At the end. So, how about some handy dandy ... balls to the wall pacifism? Like ... fuck it. I mean, that'd be badass and ... awesome. But alas ... at the end ... it's like an invitation for all of the things. Lure them in, give them hope, let them have some ground, let them think there's a chance ... and then just ... turn the page.

Which is another way of putting what I'm here to do. We can have all those arguments, sure, hold court - it's also within the realms of my job description ... but eventually we have to come to and end. It's inevitable. What remains is this ... eventuality. And then I don't care enough about it to overthink it ... since I'm basically not thinking of it at all. I get the Zeal, then I think about it; And then I reluctantly fizzle out over it. I mean, it really is one of those "press two if You want to have it done for You" type of situations. Which is ... I mean, there's a dillemma. For all intents and purposes the problem is simple. A simple push of a trigger is enough. Pull. But ... like, at some point this random image kind of popped into my mind; Which would have Donald Trump and Peter Thiel forced into a wrestling match, nude, on a bed of barb wire. And it's as if a force came over me to like ... rub it in. To make sure that the Barb wire does its thing. To make it go ... "Mmmmmmpf [chef's kiss]". It's more than Catharsis. To say that this is like the LEAST of what we should do.

And I feel like ... this is a fine little detail I should ... emphasize. Like, at the end of the day ... that's like the problem at heart here. It's not so much whether or not ... it's 'how'. I used to have a similar feeling about raining rockets on the Vatican, but it might not have been the Vatican. It's more like ... Qatar. Or Dubai. Whatever. Same shit I suppose.

So yea. I don't know how we get there - but I want to assure You that the only uncertainty in these regards You have to consider about me ... is exactly where on the spectrum laid out here I am at any given point in time. It has to be this way. In a way, I'm doing it for You. Is that OK? To ... kind of force You into adopting this like ... "unwanted child"? I mean, I don't care if You want to have no part in it. I mean, there is no motivation here or there or anyway to coerce You into it. But it now is so that You'd have to be explicit about it and ... it's like an uphill battle and eventually ... so the hope perchance ... not worth it.
But that's also how I feel, at long last, about expending any kind of physical effort over someone like ... DJT. Well, sacrifices have to be made one way or another. That's definitely a thing.

Yea, and ... the time for them to possibly get away seems to come to a close.


So yes. Of course all of this is a "joke". You know. There's like "no way" and "how even?" - and ... such. I mean, to be really serious about it we would have to believe in like ... 'true evil'. And I'm not 100% sold on the idea just yet. I mean, the concept is real - but there's generally some wisdom to seeing the good in people. But we can all agree that "if" it would exist, we would have to "unjerk" this joke ... so, it's like ... real? I mean, none of us wants to sacrifice the good of what my message contains for some silly ... revenge plot like this. And those that do certainly also have it in them to find a semblance of composure. And generally we can trust that there's some good in everyone; Enough to leave it at that. But trying to like ... remove the joke from the message is like ... removing the punchline. It's ... not funny. It's like there ... just in case. And isn't that sweet? This should give them plenty of ammo and mud and shit to fling around with ... and soon we'll be there all laughing together about ... well. Let's not get ahead of ourselves. I'm sure it'll be fine! Sortof.


And I really wish ... You could be smart about this. Because I've seen a way and now I want it, so let me tell You. You - as a whole that is - can easily sidestep this issue by not voting me into any kind of leadership position. I'm fine just being a celebrity. Hmm ... does it add up tho?

Hard to tell. it's difficult to presume context where there is none. And if I were to conjure something up, they'd probably try and do something else. The form would have to follow the need; The function is evidently non negotiable.

You might wonder how? Well ... sure. I see how there might be confusion over this ... . There was a similar confusion over how someone might think that the USA could turn into a Fascist Dictatorship, but alas, here we are.


I guess there's something to be said about the cognitive distance between someone who would hope for these things to be wrong versus someone who would hope for these things to be true. And there's no condemnation from me for the latter.
Anyway. Let this be the warning in silence. You don't have to agree or disagree. We don't have to talk about it or make it a thing. At the end of the day I assume we're like equally curious about the pointe. And we all kind of hope that they're like doing us the favors of painting neat little target signs on their heads for us. I'm under the impression that they can't help themselves. And You could say that this "plan" hinges on that. So, to be really serious ... we all have to understand it like ... equally. I'm sure that's also what they want. For us to "get "it"". Except, yea, we DO get "it" - it's just ... well, I assume that's the thing. They don't get it.

Funny how nowadays it's like ... common sense that "they" do in fact exist. It wasn't always that way.

Anyway. Is it a plan? I don't know.
I mean, at some point ... this is round about the distance of it, I assume ... I don't care. I mean, I don't care about violence enough, one way or another, to obsess about it. It's a ... controversial issue that is kind of not actually all that controversial ... and my role is hollow without the threat to back it up. And until I have it ... I suppose ... I have to like ... find other ways of telling the tired old joke, like ... again and again. You know, on Melmac there used to be a Library.

But yea. I'm ... not going anywhere - sotospeak. I'll do my thing, I'll see it through ... and as a part of it I have to make sure that this item is well lit and displayed like ... prominently ... sort of ... so that it's ... functionally installed in the rhetoric ... just what this is. To say that we're not doing maybes ... we're going the full way, because quite frankly ... the alternatives SUCK.

Best case: Split society?

Like what? 30:70? Funny how this number keeps coming up. A third. It is ... kind of sad to think that there's an inevitability to it all. Like they really didn't have a choice. I always ... got hung up on it ... really fueling my pacifistic Christian motivation that way. At some point however we're like arguing about ... whether or not my own personal experiences are real or valid enough to give a shit about them. That because they throw skepticism at it because they kind of want things to be different because it works better with their bullshit. So, do I have free will? Do I have wanting? I'm currently puzzled over this from a therapeutic angle. I mean, bringing Faith into therapy is problematic because it requires the therapist to play along; And depending on the situation ... that turns into a missionary problem. So, I kind of have to take them by their word that free will does not exist because them willingly going to hell kind of proves that? I don't know.
Surely I have a hard time wrapping my head around it ... but what is it that You want me to believe? That God is unfair because we don't have free will? Well ... even more so a reason to give them an express ride into the deepest butcracks of hell. Or whatever it would be. Certainly nowhere near where I want to live. Certainly not a place where ANYONE would want to live. I'm sure. It's like ... the moment people vote too conservatively they start to realize that it was a bad mistake. Sure. Funny how that goes. Sort of.
So yea, to them Democrats and Democracy and Progressivism and all that is fine ... until it's time to play tough guy. You know, showing them Libs how it's done. And yea, I suppose we can consider ourselves privileged to see how that turned out.

What? "Wait for it"? Nah! I'm sure I don't want to wait for whever is at the end of that shitstick.

It's a complete non-starter, in case someone needs to have it spelled out.
There isn't even a glimpse at a maybe ... regarding their "debauchery". I mean, if You seriously want to come at anyone from that angle ... I suppose You deserve to get shot. Just ... out of mercy.
For us? For You? Who knows?


I mean: "We do the same thing but without God" is like the line ... although You might substitute "God" for some ... brainoffswitch ... and so You don't even have to ASK what the problem is. I mean, even with God we have a hard time wrapping our mind around our inner darkness. Call it pathetic or "not Gangster enough" - I don't care. And why would I? I mean ... I'm like the totality of what was ever cool about them ... and I'm like the whole of me, not just some unwilling corpse-like fragment. Allegedly that's a lie because they did their darndest to leave a Misogynistic imprint on their stuff ... which is like ... yea; But all of their cool stuff still relies on a cool female - and whenever they'd step on that female too hard; They'd get the shit for it. It is ... what it is!

And what kind of female do they have to fill the shoes? I mean ... it's almost ... an insulting question. Because ... I mean, I have to try and picture that. Like, X-Ray vision. Not how they might try to spin it at last ... that'll be whatever. But just ... so in principle - which should cover most of the bases. Say, Lara Croft doing a "the woman belongs in the Kitchen" kind of thing? I don't know ... .

I mean, I guess they have an ability to kind of ... "squash detail beneath too much bullshit" - and You'd totally believe that an uwu tradwife is more Liliana Vess than a feminist; So, they'd try to "oopsie, my skirt is too revealing" the men while "You do want a man to tell You what You can and cannot do although we're using more "family friendly" terms to say it" the women ... and that's pretty much the extent of what I expect from them.

So, allegedly they're in the stronger position; From a Primitivistic standpoint nothing is more primitive than them I'm sure; But it's a fantasy that doesn't follow from our current stage of social development. Like, seriously do tell: How to put "the genie" back in the Bottle? Hmm ... would it involve, at the long end, threats of violence maybe? Hmm ...

And I'm with God. Not only am I with God, God is also with me. So - I don't have fear here. For better or worse; But well, in all it's for the best.


Am I wrong tho? I mean, it's a bit of a gamble. I suppose there's a chance that they do have feminists. After all there ought to be some super woke boot-camp somewhere that feeds agitators with all the talking points ... and some productive back and forth between the two sides ... where overall I do believe that at the core they also do have a rather Liberalistic bend. But time and time again those types of estimates turned out to be false; And the more blunt, uncreative, dare I say "boring" version turned out to be right. In this instance it would mean that ... I might be giving them too much credit for assuming that they could conjure up a believable feminist.

I mean, "speaking of"? It's the thing. They live off of the BS that nobody has the power to properly debunk in front of a large enough audience. And yes ... that's kind of what all of this was about.


Hence ... Scrutiny is possibly the first stage of the violence we have to focus on.
And maybe we have to be cold, sober and meticulous when it comes to ... plotting out the consequences.


Anyway, what's the conversation? Man: You belong in the kitchen. Woman: No! - The end!
But didn't society work better that way? Well, let me tell You ... Society also works better without the impending doom of annihilation.
Well, "I suppose".
So, why don't You "strong men" ... actually do the whole ... caring and providing part? You know ... making the tough calls? Like ... hello? Climate Change? Recently I heard that maybe ... with "this one miraculous thing" ... we can still reduce global warming to 2 degrees! And I'm like ... wait ... wasn't 1.5 like ... the limit?

Yea, strong man and the innovative prowess of capitalism on full display. So, it's fucking OVER. You had nothing, did nothing, didn't even try and still You're doing everything BUT. Nonono, You're going ... hmm, I'm thinking of a torture gauntlet. Something like American Gladiator but more like Porn except it's not sexual.

We can make sure to have an Alligator/Alcatraz themed event in there.

Seriously - on a side-note: Those missing people ... that ICE "detained" ... I wonder ... because, doesn't Elon have a bit of a need for like ... You know ... human test subjects?


Yea ... I don't know but accidents ... when they start having too much of a pattern like that; Well, they don't strike me as accidents.
Verdict: Guilty!


Have You seen Pantheon? There they literally turn human brains into AI. It's a really fascinating story; It's on Netflix; I can very much recommend it; It's ... peak Anime - except it's not like "Peak Anime" a la ... the finale of Witch from Mercury for instance. It's more like ... fringe ... just watch the first Episode I guess. Uhm, so yea ... "Spoiler" ... .
And I think it also covers ALL the relevant themes and topics round about the whole issue. Down to the individual Genius of "the inventor".
So, could be a good conversation starter/anchor.


Anyway. There's this cultural phenomenon ... where, I'm under the impression that people have a bit of a need to agree over certain things ... like; Ever so often someone will express the need for more severe punishments for this and that ... and generally there's an agreement. You know it; I know it - and so we know that Politics ... doesn't mirror our sentiments enough. And while they throw around with Bombs they also want to be like apalled when Your rhetoric is a little bit ... well, OK, discomfort has that effect. But "oh no" ... that's cancel culture. Hmm ... "Not Yet!".

And that's one more reason why I'm not afraid. I ... I'm speaking the truth. It might make You uncomfortable based on Your political past; But ... come on! Seriously ... at long last that's the least of our problems. If it is one at all.
I'm sure that there isn't much of a space in the western hemisphere where You could drop this truth bomb ... and not have Antichristians leave with a very uncomfortable impression.

I mean ... there is some wiggle room. After all, the narrative can be a bit unwieldy at times; But so ... here the context can do a lot of the heavy lifting. Function over Form!

I mean, this isn't even about me. Or doesn't need to involve me. There just need to be ... like ... those ... connectors. Like, if we're throwing around the name of Epstein ... it's kind of like ... what's the other names that are brought up? The certified criminal and liar who's pretty much on the record for being intimate besties with him - including very open plays at his "secret" - or the democrat president known for having received a blow job in the oval office. Or I guess ... just blow jobs in general.
Oops. Sorry.
No kink shaming.
But that's ultimately ... Your space to navigate. And maybe that's a tall ask, but I'd say ... the enemy is tall. And to not underestimate them; That'd be a warning I'd have to pass on to You. The faster You learn the better ... so, uhm, sorry but it's not really an option because ... it's kind of "too late" already; Technically.

Well, the moment You start to undo Your inner barriers they'd probably start sweating; But mostly You kind of have to watch out for their "seeds" and find a way to snipe them. If something is festering already ... I honestly don't know what the best thing to do would be. It also kind of depends on ... the extent of it. The way I'd deal with it ... is probably to just ignore it; Try to not feed it; And eventually cracks will start to show. But then, if You're like ... "under interrogation" - like ... full on Gangbang no allies in sight ... yea, pray to God and hope for the best. It's simple ... blunt and semi fool-proof.

I mean, the frontier is this. Like, literally. My reputation or standing ... is like, to them, the toppest priority because ... that's like their shot at me. I mean, it's one of them that doesn't have to get cancelled out immediately so they're allowed to have it until ... it's actually supposed to work out. So, why am I worried? Am I worried? I don't know. Do I? I mean, I am sometimes ... . Hmm ...

But then, there's no point in hoisting my banner on enemy territory.
Maybe?


Well. Anyway. So ... necessarily You don't want to be alone and ... so there are things that I'm not really able to solve. And the way things are ... is what it is. We don't actually have this Quantum nonsense going on where reality isn't real until You're looking. That's a misconception; But alas ... somehow You can use me for that too. I mean ... obviously my Quantum is stronger than Your Quantum - and what I've worked out is like ... "the thing" ... You can then hold on to to solve Your Quantum issues. I mean, you can believe it or not. Either way ... it's kind of nonsense; But it might just make the difference of which side You're going to learn that from.

But Yea. God has all the Quantum.


Uhm. On a closing note: I have smoked weed all day long ... but at a lesser dosage. I can totally see how I maybe smoked way too much ... but also how I'm now in this ... weird ... state of mind that isn't "enough" for where I want to go. So, it's ... it's certainly new since I never really pulled through with any ambition of like ... "slowing down". Usually it just so happened that I ran out of weed eventually; While being in a situation that would encourage me to not have weed always.

Also, on a sidenote: This world is a lot more mundane than some might think. We fear the unknown and we certainly have reason to be afraid of the one or the other thing; But we have a neutral world in which God acts with complete indifference (physics) and perfect reliability. In that sense, it is as boring as it gets I suppose. And it is part of what we can take note of. Learn from. Appreciate. For it is this indifference through which we can learn to like ... stand on our own feet.

I'm going to see Project Hail Mary this evening, so, I'm not going to say "two" there.
I mean, I saw a video on Rocky and that finally sold me on going to see it.


Huh? Why is this clock two hours behind now? Aaah! I got to go! Like ... speaking of the devil ...