Sissy

It is rather simple for me to loose my mind about myself. As for my now and what I am - this is what most defines me - what matters most significantly - as this describes me in cognition of my female truth, within the general ways of my male self.

As described as 'real life consequence' - my mind is geared towards being female. This is therefore what I am inside ... but, with certain ... impairments. Female gender and prostitution would come in as external influences - that however generate the space for me to live in.

realistically - this would though be on the "to be achieved" side of things. Sortof. It is so however as well 'the dreamy bit'. In that sense however also from the direction of being primarily 'the' kink that is there no matter what - and thus essentially entrance into "the other world" ... so, where this is firstly true in the private spectrum - as for me and whom I wish to attract.