Relationships - 01


Summarizing Consequence

"Pet Devil" - hardcore feminized, perfectly enslaved 'Rape Toy'.














01 - Monica Bellucci (unconfirmed)
    My first, primary defining Relationship. Firstly coupled as Strangers does she take the parental role for me. Firstly is she being my Mother and I her son - though in long terms this is tronsitory into her being the Father and I 'his' daughter. Embracing our incestual relationship does she then inherit the role as the Abductor (Captivator).

    > She (motherly) acknowledges my base interest in her on the premise that I submit to her desire, feminizing me as to be sexually abused in the shape of a sexually enslaved prisoner.
    > Where in stranger ties

    01-2 - Amanda Tapping (unconfirmed)
      Speaking of her as my wife ... is technically possible 'only here'. And as by speaking of her as my wife, I have to speak of myself as 'the husband', which is possibly as close to mentioning my male self as it gets - aside of the general formality.

      Alternately she functions to me as 'God' (diety), 'Demon' (succubus) and 'Demon King' (family and superior) - rendering me myself as demon. To regard my existence in a male role, its main purpose is however to be a contrast (so in the idea) to my female appearances - where behind the scene I thrive as a feminized individual, primarily a pet, "stamped against male directions" - establishing a female counter self to my male contrast.

    01-3 (a&b) - Megan Fox (unconfirmed) & Britney Spears (unconfirmed)

    01-4 (a&b) - Catherine Zeta-Jones (unconfirmed) & Gillian Anderson (unconfirmed)

02 - Lucifer
    I enter this relationship primarily as part of my wedding to "the Mother". While thereby I am required to be a Slave, I am required to be a Slave of Satan as our wedding is conceiled to be Satanic too. The requirement on me is to dedicate to Satan as his Slave - inwardly determining me to devote myself to Satan prior than to "the Mother" - (as part of my devotion to her).

    In consequence a separate legacy of partners becomes available to me - which get consolidated by contributing towards my "mortal" self in favour towards my "divine" self. As Mortal is hereby described what pre-ceeded this wedding (wedding to "the Mother") - and 'divine' is what follows in section 02 (Amaterasu vol. 1).

    This is carried by my siblings - whereby [!Megan] caters to the mortal and [!Britney] to the divine end; Whereby she also functions as 'alternate' brother/sister to an alternate 'Mother', who may or may not be my father or "real" Mother (when "the Mother" is my father) - and or even 'the Devil' himself - as yet however "Isis".

    02-2 - Madonna Ciccone (unconfirmed)

     She however functions within me as 'the true Light' - in that her persona is engrained into every bit of me as lit by her presence. She is the primary unit of reference in my wedding to [!Britney] whereby [!Britney] is recognized as the husband to my 'doll self' - constituted within Seal 1.

    The connection between the two generally isolates an experience of excitement within my, when thinking of public humiliation, prostitution and such.

03 - Joy Toy incorporated (Tradmark of 'the Luciferian aliance')
    This here sets me off into 'where I'm finally a whore' - outside of private circumstances. This is where now my kinks and fetishes ultimately come together as 'me' in the sense - or: When so dropped into an 'open' society 'cleared' of individual attachments - a 'neutral society' - tolerant to the individual extremes that exist - 'not 'cleared' of any individuality' - "the 'whore' I am".


    Where 'JoyToy' is 'one up' towards "real play" - in that 'JoyToy' were the official front-end to a general database of Sex-Workers - connected to a variety of offerings. This is to allow even celebrities to become 'JoyToy's - setting up place and time to a customer base. "Local Activities" are thererby essentially 'social events' within 'the Church of Satanism' (or whatever) to varying degrees and backbone to 'JoyToy' operations.
    Within a higher plane of existence, 'JoyToy' would go as far as to 'deliver' "human Dolls" by mail in boxes. The 'root' of 'JoyToy' activity is to provide access to 'prostituted human individuals' - covering different branches accross themes and practice.

    'JoyToy' for once yields its human resources from associated educational facilities and religiously endowed individuals - being the primary spine of 'JoyToy' per se. Hereby each registered individual is associated to a list of activity elements according to which the 'JoyToy' is made available and therefore endowed to serve.
    'JoyToy' hereby only 'registers' individuals with a confirmed prostituting connection to the satanic vein - yet is thereby not restricted to 'slaves' only. And every JoyToy is a transitory offering.
    Being 'registered' to JoyToy means to have a clear prostitution profile which fits into the JoyToy catalogue or any of the JoyToy sponsored activities.
    Becomming a 'JoyToy' implies practical training within 'JoyToy' facilities towards the individuals implied use - thus consolidating the 'JoyToy' seal of approval. So, each 'JoyToy' by default comes in a used state. The exception therefrom may be "newbies" that get welcomed during public events hosted through the church.

    There are however both, 'core' and 'guest' stars.

    03-2 - "Friends and Family"

     Originally consolidated by 01 (the Mother) - there is a "special" clause to my services as whore, regarding my invocation as spouse - generally 'climaxing' 'around' my "Rune 1" -wedding ring-, in the sense that '"they" are the ones' due to whom I, primarily, have that Seal.

    Hereby I am a 'Lolita' to what would first of all be my 'Dad' - but next to that also Uncles, Brothers - Friends and Associates - and Friends and Associates of Friends and Associates - primed within individual circles of 'prime 'husbands'' ([!Megan] being superior to one of them) - where Lolita goes as far as girl slave (including pregnancy and defiliation - all goes) and into 'homo cunt' - the specialized 'male iteration' of myself - as it gets pinpointed within an unfavourable position.

    As 'homo cunt' I describe a general 'twisting' within myself, whereby my 'hetero as female' identity has separated from my 'hetero as male' consciousness, contemplating upon the 'primary' orientation as "raped" - until there is a physiological barrier to realizing any attraction to 'men' as homosexual. The premise thereto would ordinarily be gender alignment, and something yet occurs in association to the size of my breasts. Beneath a certain threshhold I am 'the "so called" homo-cunt' - whereby I 'personally' first of all 'enjoy' the kinks of my female self, yet so from a previously male identity and then lashing into a psychological para homo-sexuality that stimulates the own experience as raped into femininity. Beyond that thresshold the breasts begin to evoke a feeling of shame with the effect of an increased 'female' self awareness that 'tips' the 'being raped' experience over from 'shamefully exposed' into 'damned'.

    Yet is there a primary attachment to a root of individuals (gender inspecific) - spawning a "fringe backdoor environment" that traverses all of mine existing. It are 'closed doors' behind 'closed doors'. (See Rape Tamed). But is so also 'the root' of how I am being enjoyed. So, how my prostitution 'happens' aside of 'JoyToy' (brutality).


    In transition to the unsophisticated - I am at this point as much as a 'faggot', in the sense that I care not what ties or stuff you have to my male appearances and 'am' for all I care a 'Sissy'. Further answers would come in the sense that the more 'normal' it gets, the more intimately it gets too - as my male presence is restricted - so that once you get to relate to my male self closer, you are already 'embraced' by female self.