And it doesn't end
Damn, I feel like I've been hit by a truck! I worry I'm nearing the point where I can't take any coffeine anymore!
But that isn't even the issue. I can't sleep either. And yea, there is still this Nymphomaniac vacuum inside of me that gets me crazy,
but that isn't even the topic here. I guess its rather so that I've been doing quite well as of late; And now I'm suffering the
consequences. But not only that. However - I wouldn't even know where to begin! If I'd just move on with the things that are floating
into my head I'd think that the problem ... well, I have a perspective that I might think is the right way to move on with, but if it
were what had to be told - your minds would be respectively aligned. Then I could easily go and name those things but the stuff I got
on my mind there is actually pretty trivial. The same would be going on with you. Your minds are taken somewhere into bullshit issues
but ... what would you know?
So, why is Breath of the Wild still on my mind? Why is the whole subject still on my mind? Backing off doesn't seem to be the way to
go though. I mean - I got myself into an issue - I can accept when I'm wrong - but something about it doesn't work out for me. So the
topic isn't "closable" - per se - and so the one solution left is to go further into it.
Is there something? Is it just Jinx that bugs me? Certainly it isn't that what I've recently come around thinking. I mean - I've
bean easing up a little - but there's something ... strangely odd about that. However - the reason I bring this up is that this is
topic - though rather 'Video Games in general' is a common link between what I've done so far, what still bothers me and some other
issue - that is however basically entirely unrelated to Video Games.
Regarding what 'is' on my mind I would start there - and eventually end here - but I can't wrap my mind around that right now - so I'm
gonna start here.
The Antichristians; And I have reasons to believe that their repentance wasn't actually happening but just some "show" to further the
narrative, as to get some deeper insights into various things - maybe even some attempt to yet try and proove another point (and fail)
or to get my sympathy or whatever (something like: them saying: "How would we be if we repented - and then lets pretend that so and
make him think and bla da bla da"); Have some apparently strong reason to be really deeply invested into Entertainment. And that makes
quite a lot of sense - don't you think?
I mean, some would even say that Entertainment as a whole is an invention of the Devil - but a piece of wisdom: Any type of argument
that invokes a personified Devil as boogieman, just ... forget about it! Even so the Antichrist or Antichristians. All of that nonsense
is entirely irrelevant - what matters as I see it is what we do - or do not do. Antichristian, Illuminati, whatever ... the moment you
ignore the obvious - that moment you fail to see reality clearly as it is. Kindof. And thats why I like Atheists - actually. But yea,
you may get the impression that I don't heed my own advise here. But thats different. How is it different? Well, how is it the same?
I'm not saying that they don't exist, or Devil, Angels, Demons ... whatever. But what tools do we have, or what tools can we use - to
actually deal with any information of that sort? Well, ... torches and pitchforks?
I'm just saying - that I get these tensions and stuff - and the fact that there is stuff going on ... means to me that there is stuff
going on. And that is somehow the whole issue with this topic. There is something and I got to figure out what, or how to relate to it;
And its not gonna be as easy as to say "Nintendo is evil". If it were that I'd say so; But why not believe that there is some less
obvious stuff. More hidden. Maybe too complicated to ever really figure it out - or too popular to have it work like that. * caugh *
Disney * caugh *.
Yea, what happens after I wrote that? Its like a leaking tube. People who think otherwise - their 'Astair' is like water - and it flows
in and so this pipe eventually starts leaking and possibly bursts. And what is good and what is bad? Thats not even the point. A madman
can employ good artists that make good arts and the whole thing is yet gonna suck - while opposed to that I appreciate certain artworks
and usually it only happens thereafter that people are gonna think that it is Illuminati or that I'd claim that it is. What I appreciate
is however once something is just "good" - as the Walking Dead for instance. And it isn't good because of the production value or Characters
or Character Development - but because it lends itself to real life, so that I for instance can take examples from it. OK, from this
perspective BvS would suck ... I guess. Makes me wonder, what did make 300 so great? "This - is - Spartaaa!". I mean, not everything
needs to - urgh ... whatever. "Have it your way".
On the other hand I wouldn't need the Walking Dead per se - but what the heck. Yea ... actually ... 'what' the heck?
As I see things - there is Jinx, Astair - but that isn't all the things I see - though so far I've basically been fighting windmills in
my attempts to shed more light onto it. And that because ... right ... some people "still" would so demand some point of evidence -
some - 'magical insight' or whatever - but thats not how it works! I'm unified with God, to me certain things just 'suck' - end of the
line! The Force Awakens is a grand example of such suckage - and that movie even really sucks hard in for real! Like, in actuality -
as an indisputable heap of garbage. But so people are there to contest that assessment; And hey - OK, if you like it, fine! Your taste!
But ... it sucks! But ... that isn't the point. What I meant is that if you like it, OK, whatever - "sucks to be you" - then. Kindof.
What I mean is that if you were Unified with God, God would sortof make you feel bad about it - as obviously, objectively, even so -
a whole lot of stuff is wrong about it! Not only on screen but even its history. And so all these entitled Star Wars fan that hated on
the Prequels are part of it too - there is hype, there is Astair/Jinx, and you wouldn't think you could be blamed for anything at all.
But fact is that I wasn't one of them - and maybe the movies were 'bad' - but what good are now a shit ton of Star Wars movie if each
of them is basically just a huge dump from the arses of a bunch of morons?
So - I have stuff to apologize for. For instance that I allowed it to stand there as though certain oppinions of mine were supposed to
be assessments of artistic quality. And yea - on some level that is even true - but as mentioned before, there are reasons why some of
their work would have certain qualities. The first one should be ... I mean, whatever made Hitler so successful ... think of the science
behind that ... and of course the very next thing were that they wouldn't try to make it as obvious as possible that some movie or game
is based on the same stuff. Obviously!
Though, Trump isn't even hiding it nomore - thats how far "we" have come! (*caugh* you *caugh*)
So the "closing point" on BOTW (I guess/hope) would be: I have no interest in playing it and there are reasons, but I'm not trying to
tell you what to think or buy or not - although on further assessment, call it nitpicky or objective, there is stuff that can be found.
However - what you're into or want to be into, or even what people are/were 'actually' involved into the makings of this and that -
thats whats more important. And sorry if I have to bring it to you, but if you support those 'morons' - whether you like it or not -
you 'suck'. Even more so if that gives you reason to hate on God. And its not even worth it! And sure, the same thing can be said about
whatever stuff is 'good' - sotospeak - yet so the Jinx would turn and claim stuff like ... that Horizon is like "poor mans Zelda" -
and everyone who claims otherwise will be receiving death threats or what not. No, 'Zelda' is "poor mans Zelda" ... and I wonder; Since;
When it gets to BOTW what amazes me the most are the 'numbers' ... the numbers of hours that people say they spent on it. I don't think
that Horizon can/does keep up with that - while I hate the feeling that I have to spent some amount on hours on a game to somehow defend
its quality.
So are there issues that are kindof pointless if you keep Unification/God out of the equasion - and saying that you won't like this and
that once you get raw with God is maybe not the best advertisement for it - yet so I'm coming to the other topic.
As it stands - whatever political agenda I might have doesn't seem to be widely appreciated. As of that - I have a better idea now! Instead
of trying to tell you what you don't want - which is what I have/want - I should tell you what you do want, to make it easier for you to
get it, although I don't like it. So, instead of trying to elect people that wanna do the "right" thing - let us just pick the greatest
assholes we can find, the most incompetent morons; And put them in charge. Oh yea, wait ... I'm too late on that! But its still a bit
hypocritical; As people are not yet entirely on the same page there. What people think they don't want is 'the Establishment' - the big bad
boogieman of today - and people yet kindof try to argue that Trump or so are doing the right thing. So, you see the problem there. Its a bit
backfaced. Not like in China. So I recommend you to watch a little bit of [China Uncensored] on YouTube - and don't mistake it for 'western
propaganda'. You should see it as 'eastern propaganda' - as some bloomy, dreamy, "wouldn't it be nice" kindof sci-fi channel - so you get
a better sense of how Government 'should' be. Then we can all work together on adjusting our standards so that China won't be mocked for
having a less free internet than North Korea, but actually honored ... taken as a great example, the shining light ... you know ... the land
of sunrise ... and not sunset.
I mean, why making such a big deal out of Liberty anyway? You must forgive me ... for ... I grew up in post WWII West Germany, in a multicultural
school, blinded by American propaganda of an open world where all people can be happy together in peace, not having to worry government persecution
for having ideas of freedom. Who needs the truth if we can be governed by crime, corruption, creed and all that stuff? People mistake the good
that comes from that for bad! I mean, as though they wouldn't want us to shut up! I mean, all we got to do is to get loud enough to tell them
what we don't like and they'll surely do something about it! Maybe. I mean, running a country can be a hard and complicated task - so they can't
take care of all of our troubles. But thats the great thing about the system. We only have to be consistent about our complaining - and so the
most important things will be taken care of, not wasting any resources or too much effort on the trivial things.
It should be really concerning that our "western mindset" has taken us to such depravity that we know so little about the great nation that is
North Korea. So we got to be contempt with China. But woe unto me for diminishing Chinas greatness here even just a little. See, China ... is
really a great country. They won't even let Taiwan be independent. Thats what I call brootherly love!
You should definitely check out the Video on Fulun Gong. Thats a great example of how to treat 'lame' peace movements. I mean, its crazy to think
of having it any other way! (By the way: The Chinese Government seems to be a great Tom Cruise fan! So, ... the positivity is just ... overwhelming;
I'm ashamed of my vocabulary ... as I find myself utterly incapable of saying ... just how ... great it is to have a Government that is so much
'pro' media!) {And if you're watching 'the Mani in the High Castle' and are not cheering for the Nazis - you're just lost!}
Too Complex!
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