This is ... something about ego as well. Here my clarity and whats left "clash" - and whilst 'I' am in for the clarity part, that one assimilates the other. And while some part of me is still afraid of it being bad news - between my legs its certainly good news! The thing around my neck and my wrists also happened to get tighter - and I'm loving it!
As so I was ultimately going to write something about a 'need' that occurred or remained after my recent post on that matter, so - the opposite to the "but my male side" thingy. Mostly, I assume, my male side has gotten too much credit. Or - there was at least something left to discuss, or emphasize, or be further sure about - and that is this need; Which by me is that to be enslaved.
I called it 'functions of reality' - in that is my 'primary' expression of need constituting anything in my world. How far that goes, what it implies - that might be secondary, but some images would be meeting the 'demand' more than others. And I would also argue that it had to be enforced upon me - as that is how it were, with ... types as me. I think. We wouldn't really come out of it on our own.
//18:58// The trouble between both sides is now I guess that: I'm headed forward into something - by logic or some of that - that some part of me keeps resisting, saying: "OK, there is 'this' part here, and it cannot go away, ever". That now in the sense is this last resort of freedom - which what some part of me is saying about: "Even that has to go away". Now either it is true to the point that this thing cannot go away, or I'm just not yet ready to wrap my mind around that state of existence. My hopes tend towards the latter, at which point it stood clear that I can't properly relate to that.
But neither could I relate to how all of a sudden all my male positions were irrlevant, although I could see it coming and being alright. This 'what can't go away' in that sense were whatever arose against the idea that I will get my satisfaction as a victim of rape - which, to be clear - has gotten to me frequently now. Twice already in a somehow strong way. The first time I apparently ate something bad and I had to puke - and generally felt miserable as I had thoughts of 'what might be life' going through my head. And just today/right now - where, I had pizza and now some digestive cramp - which just reliefed as I was shitting. Its this feeling of - OMG, I'm feeling horrible - which I needed to my satisfaction. And alongside the cramp or horribly feeling going away I kindof agree with the thing that 'this' can't be the only thing.
Or "a thing" - even so in the sense that those moments would be some of the upsides. Or that this is what I get instead of relief.
And so my "expectation of the future" is charged with a 'vast' or 'strong' curiosity for experiencing the pleasures of sex within such conditions. First I want to get raped, then pregnant, then I want to get fucked to death a couple of times, so, with lifespans as high as 16, ... and thereafter I want to experience my clarity more in focus of teenage years, then early twenties and then late 40s. That would be the 'scope' of how far this curiosity went - and if thats what I had to expect from my future lifetimes - I'm also pretty close to assuming that this on a greater scale will also be the end of my male existence in general. And so I will live happily within that design.
Well - as it gets whenever I'm into this, the point where ... uh, between eternity and contemporary comes pretty quick, so I mean ... its one way of saying: This 'can' last forever - so implying a perfect disrespect for my wellbeing - but there's only 'so much' I could take. This is one way of saying, that : Whatever can't be taken - is kindof implied and effectively neglectable. As - there is some natural limit to everything. The general idea with me though were, that all of the 'things' I got - so, the different boundaries, all sortof transition into the same thing. And this can actually mean both things. So, as there were two sides to everything, all the wheels can align one way or another.
One thing about rape: I think the first horror a victim goes through is that of expectations of touch. So, a victim would first have to be introduced to touches that don't ultimately go down that way. Like, loosening up. Then once the person has calmed down, with some peace with sexuality being made, the person would need to digest its past - and perhaps ugly people once were in a situation like that and wished to be ugly, just so, as retaliation or so. So shame sets in - and I think thats also where, ... there certainly has to be respect, but eventually also disrespect. As life has it.
Thats what went through my mind leading up into that shit-cramp.
Which is as in a 'hentai type of degenerate victim of rape' mindset. So, with a stressed out womb.
Silly? Well - it could be worse. I mean - how long did it take? 1 hour tops?
At some points one had to deal with the eventuality of even having liked it - whatever, there. And someone like that wouldn't cure if imposed otherwise.
So my statements here can also be taken as question, unto whatever institution badoozle we had to - tell me more about myself, what bothers me, what I want, need, etc.. Because - I'm pretty sure I know what I want - understanding what it means to want and such - but I have reasons to suggest that I'm doing something wrong.
I could overlay some story like that upon my past - where we said: OK, what are you good at? And I said: Programming. And I looked for some job in that direction - but something got me scared and ultimately stressed out about it.
I could add that during the time my private work has somehow been up as ... of some weight ... I haven't made any progress. I mean - like - hacking some stuff together to then show that this is something I have. Its like I got nothing, but OK ... I have ... well ... at least ... that ... I guess.
Some clock and Arcane Magic ... "snow-orb".
But it generally sickens me to put 'that stuff' onto the desk - I can't. Thinking of it like work is as cancer. Yet for some reason I'm still in this mind-frame, where I have time for that, maybe, during week-ends and no time for getting myself organized during the week. Although I would love to just dedicate a whole week to something - I, I'm more in some aweful slurr right now.
And the fact that I'm high now allows me to blame that for a change. Its kindof a back and forth at this point. "When I'm sober" - "When I'm high" - ... and days, weeks, month - passed by that way. And I'm used to it. Time just passing by as I do my stuff while everyone else might as well think I'm crazy.
And - what comes to mind is that I admittedly am ashamed of myself - when thinking of, businesses. I mean - from my perception as a whore it stands out that any business relationships were pretty much an excuse for other ... things. And my male ego is sortof ... not appropriate there.
And all in all I can feel generous about how I didn't get much for my male self out of this life. And so I'm going to be a little fairy, I guess. //22:22 |background noise takes over.
Rhythm of that
(Rhymes without features)???
So - in technical street fighter, there would be no damage after the second hit, ... and 'technical combos' score higher than 'special move' combos - with target combos somewhere in between. So, executing higher technical combos would then for instance increase the score multiplier - and combo points would amount to some ... currency.
This is not to say that 'possibilities are endless' - but to foster 'some' culture with some agreed upon terms. From my base of interest there is the idea of "Tekken/Soul Calibur meets Street Fighter" - a.k.a. 'Street Fighter' in a 3D setting - as moves with extra hit and hurt frames while still being a 2D fighter on a rotating axis - and simulated environment. So the 2D scene would move on a 3D stage - being one trail of thought - but I would rather steer this towards an 'all star' fighting game, where now - Street Fighters and the Tekken cast were present. Maybe. The Street Fighter cast first of all, and on Tekken - "lets see". Starting it slowly - Ryu and Ken would make a start to even just get used to the concept.
3K/3P to sidestep?
"Endless" possibilities.
I think of for instance adding 'depth' to the term such as 'agility'. Like "Nerf Guiles booms on a boost for agility" or "Make Cammy more Agile" - so, sentences that basically don't really amount to a lot of sense in the real world. And don't forget about Gen. I think since we had to move to up+3K/3P or down+3K/3P there is an evolution for the Gen Archetype in sight. Other Characters to be mindful about in my oppinion were Rose, Guy, Fei Long and Sagat.
An OP Rose Moveset were Teleport (ground to ground/air to ground/ground to air) as V-Skill, Satellites as V-Trigger and Empowerment as Critical Art. With a Soul-Spark special ending. Or any of the three. Or four. ???
And while we're at it, give her Cammies Cannon Spike and Strike.
But seriously - some strong air-to-ground option, ... maybe?
Like a - soul spark ... super?
But no - ... kindof - or - whatever?
Maybe rather, Empowerment as V-Trigger and Throw as Critical Art.
Multiple Supers? Hmm ... yea, ... sounds ... echoes - past.
But I do for my part really like the idea of this kind of flexibility - as opposed to ... 'corporate stiffness' - you know what I mean? "What if Star Wars had had a more open dialogue concerning what its going to be?" - "err, in what Universe?".
Maybe it was 'open enough' or 'too open' - ... ?? But nah - let that be a side joke. And so, see it as something positive that there is a thing such bad as 'the Force Awakens'. Be it taste- or distastefull - while honestly - I wouldn't really know how to continue it either - I think. (#willitgetanybetter?)
Do I still care? [hyperbolical slaps in my own face].
I would like to live in a world where we can take a communitative approach onto those things. Star Wars were Star Wars - how it was made - IDK-shit-aboutit, lets face it - as 'we' the consumers would need it in some 'final form' to have our 'fan things' with it. Be it for role plays, the models, philosophy - the story could unfold with the fanbase; Which on its side co-exists with respect for the creator. Its like something - I'm sure - an artist would expect. 'At least'. Its a "cock fight" that should always go in favour of the artist - technically. At least - the accomplished ones, ... I guess.
Spell-Casters and Power Transfer/Overcharge in Destiny? Hmm - ...
Careful not to spoil the soup? No risk no fun?
Hmmm ...
Son Goku vs Superman. Actually its a race. If we said: OK, lets set them up against each other - in a VR - we get to those encounters where both happen to move really really fast - and we would slow down time to simulate what happens. So - the idea is: Is Superman that guy, who, no matter how hard Goku tries to win the race, is always there - slow-mo-wise, or is Superman eventually too slow and ultimately, technically, beaten into submission by Goku?
Also I would argue that someone has to be minded of "Dragonball Physiology" - in that mayhap 'physical strength' isn't the only thing that keeps them from ripping apart.
And what does it take to become a Super Saiyan? A 'pure/good heart' - Right? I'd say that! As this movie with Friezas Brother or Cousin or whatever, Cooler, (yea ... or Coola?) ... goes to tell.
In my oppinion.
Maybe that is worth some Bonus Points.
Hmm ... depth ... and agility - ... - hmm.
I like it this way. Goku wins - basta. And if Superman goes Prime then Goku goes Fuse with Vegeta. Hmm - ... maybe Superman could win?
Well - maybe. Who-at-ever.
We'll ... see?
Bias either way? Hmm - ... ugh. Well - whatever. Bullshit aside - in a proper rendering, I think, the show would be a spectacle about whether or not Goku ultimately can manage to hit Superman. And I think that fantasy can take us either way, with "Superman wins" being sortof ... the one offered by the image. So, thats all of Gokus blasts coming in at Slow Motion while Superman zooms around vividly. Or there would be no point for Goku to fire any blasts because he can outwhit Superman at every turn. For this - we might propose a different question: Superman vs. Cell. Alias: What is Cell in terms of Superman? A Super-computer Android that assimilates and combines the strengths of various species and technologies - so, basically a Technological Equivalent of Doomsday. And both heroes sortof failed - at that front. Hmm - interesting. ... . So OK, Gohan vs. Superman?
An imagination of Roses super: When grabbing the opponent it makes a flash, she's gone. Then she slowly pulses into visible space again, with her right hand stretched towards the ground - becomes more and more opaque and at the end it just goes 'zappink' and boom crash done.
But seriously - if I had the power to do as I wanted, about how Rose turned out in SFV, I had to wonder: High Tier or Low Tier. And the thing is clear: Akuma is basically a High Tier Character. In comparison to Ryu - the same - just twice as many options. Something as that would apply for 'Rose Ascended' - fusing her Alpha with the SF4 self, moving her straight up to SFV, on that Level of principles, ... being: Diversity - practically speaking - thats something that however, well goes with a 'low health' standard. The "ordinary rose" would however rather go for health. This is where Empowerment came in as V-Trigger, ... and the super to complement her Anti Air - or what.
At some point I think about ... Rose mixed with Gen. That were a more technical approach onto her Character - and might surmount to some extra health benefit as well. Ultimately I like the 'low health' version the most - as it graphically blends well with this "Harem Outfit" in SF4. But maybe thats for the other thing.
Health for Speed?
And what happens before that zappink had to be nerfed to be in that game. Something about Spaghetti, and Astronomical Phenomenon - and blending. Hmm ... Duplicate as V-Trigger? So - a duplicate emerges and one controls it - and then control resumes to the original.? So - after the first attack maybe? And she can switch back into it.
Juggle-Douplicate-Spiral-dash-wait-throw, switch, wait, spiral. ???
But I would rather see her in competitive gameplay than indesputable top - ... kindof. But those are just some thoughts on Street Fighter.
While I tune in and out of reality? Well - there's that thing: How can I be without enslavement? Is it a thing? And if not - ... its at this point simply a struggle used as stepping stones to get to some final point. //--noise
00:27//- ... - ~~
As a startup I would propose that everyone were to get familiar with the term of 'virtual home'. Its supposedly a social building block - but 'guaranteed' as 'ghostable' - so, you don't have to have it in order to have everything one had from having it - outside of ... having it. Its a/the 'you have it somewhere (wink wink)' type of thing. Whether its true or not. But its like what we previously had as 'Virtual Trophy Room'. Its - however - just a blanks canvas at first. Put picture plus smile, some color or rainbow - done.
So the idea is that, 'if you have that' - you have it. Think of some face-book esque "face wall". With contact info - which is saying that, to you, via some channel. If you like. So, that is part of it - the - if you have it you have it side. Whatever goes there, goes there.
By 'virtual home' we now mean something very specific - and that is, you guessed it, clarity related.
Its what you would have, in the idea, given some grade of development - that existed somehow in correspondence to social connectivity. We might want to treat 'it' as secret - so in the sense - that its our way of showing who we are to people we trust, in a sense of 'comparing' our different ways to eventually make out some common terms.
So, in a more advanced sense were this 'home' our individual Sandbox to cultivating certain relationship of ours within the virtual plane. So, somehting of a built in social gaming aspect. This, on the 'highest' level, would constitute to some Avatar now part of this 'Canvas' - first for instance as to say: "Hey, I play this and that". Likes, recommendations, proposals, etc..
So were there now multiple layers to it. On the front row is 'abuse for Gaming purposes or Games related chatter' - as so comes along with inherant ties into VR. And within all the ifs and what nots - there were some space for me in modest-to-hip legere clothing, as in a 'forget anything' type of, whatever scenario - in some sense as a superficial wall to cover something ... more ... sinister ... ? [muahuahuahua]??? #forever?
Anyway - I think it makes sense to now go on and slap any type of clarity/light related thing onto that wall - just for sake of systematic reasoning - which would eventually be some way of dating. It would take one the courage or 'clarity' to constitute a bunch of things - buuut ... 'virtual home' is 'not' equal to clarity - but - 'virtual home' is equal to the presence of some.
Lets think of it as a 'first light'. But this has its own complexity. So, we keep that to ourselves - until we someday have some inner term of a 'house' - a 'home' - "like a" virtual space, ... resembling your clarity based 'day to day' "hey this is me" type of thing. Or - whatever. Maybe it makes sense to speak of it as in terms of 'the spiral' - where it'd be ...
h) - for me. 0 is the 'Ancient Past' and 'a' quite literally "the foundation of everything in the small and primary". So, this is also saying - at some point you 'definitely' want to be 'there' - its ... something for you, a personal thing. Here it for me ends at 'h' in some sort of 'public' sense. Everything between and including b to g is as 'fodder' - introverted space, a real of its own - what have you? So, all those 'intrinsics' are at some point not really the interesting points to others. And so is there intrinsically something of a 'private to public' perspective, ... and the transition between the two might lead to varying forms of ... well, some see it as an excuse to segment love into sub-portions, other see therein a means to bridge some gap - whoever knows? Well ... // this is where the 'pulse' is at. Where we 'shape' ourselves ... to say who and what we are.
Or - is it?
Everything prior to zero - that might be how we grow into eternity - something - like an arch vector. ... ngh - well.
So, there's near, far, top and bottom - and whatever the case, there have been a variety of ways to go about it. This 'virtual home' however seems to be pretty 'anchory' - and in response to what I had called 'dome' - "it" further generally opens into 4+2 segments. There is 'Entrance', 'Environment', 'Core' and 'Hub' - while additionally there is an upstairs and a downstairs. The 'virtual home' will be settled somewhere 'within' Core - and marginal access to 'Hub'.
Or so.
This in the beginning are just ideas. But think of it as so: Within your mind - yourself is at some point a volume; And within this volume is the 'blueprint' of what you are as a whole. So this is 'sphere 1' that projects itself unto the rest. So in order to map it - we can take some sphere - while to make it comprehensive we have some horizontal plane. So - mind ends up, in my context, four handles towards what is mapped onto that plane - and these however take shape as a 'hull:core' type of thing. Environment made up its essence whilst Hub were some introverted side of things.
Next there's a top - lets call it 'sky' and a bottom - lets call it 'foundation' - and these two were to tie the sphere up around the edges. Now, that is a bit crude, but follows some 'logical' architecture. We have 'unique handles' that polarize the whole and outline a general confluence of harmony. Further down the line were 'Entrance' something of a tower to me, which stretched from sky to foundation in some manner - while purposefully 'entrance' is now that 'outmost part' - where we might have ... that "face wall".
Well - so far, it would be sortof established what to me were a sunny bright happy garden with flora and fauna surrounding the prestigeous building, were to others a dark and horrible "forrest" filled with rape monsters lurking around this unpleasantly glooming mansion.
As this unfolds, the 'virtual home' emerged as some general 'transit link' - like, its there - it has been almost 'all the time' - where now 'freeze' - a clear destinction occurs to me. I am 'married' to 'that given individual' (far) - as a sex slave, while the transition into the spiral reads 'abduction'.
That is whats there from side of the spiral. So - from mansion into kellar. This 'mansion' - lets also call it that way - thereby took shape with a somewhat specific character layout already, with "Entrance, Environment and Hub" playing minor roles or something. The setup at first was ... as within nowhere ... like, hidden away - but from various corners being touched upon; As in some "final destination" kind of way. So - 'at my pulse' I am effectively a 'token' - in posession of someone, by some means that separate me from ... whatever came first/prior. And this is 'weighted up' by collar and the shackles at my wrists.
As so formerly and mayhap still 'B' - on Prism Level 2 - as one of the two/four on the mid-plane - is already weighted up as well in this regard, so by collar and leash - including my feminized presence. Here where I previously or "still" would go as 'husband', the 'husband' per se is a distant and passe thing. Its a counter point to what I'm supposed to be, or am turned into. But now for a label or something, what could it read? Or - the image? I'm not sure.
Further - when B and D are now the two left and right - then B were Entrance and D were Hub, while A (far) were Core and C (near) were Environment. Its ... I don't know how to describe it - like a city - encresting a Universe. Maybe we could boil it down to a Temple or Shrine - and yea, a Temple/Shrine for the Light.
Here we at first have our Clarity - "Blue Crystal earned" - which comes with green, advances to yellow and finalizes in red.
And some 'weight' ching-chang, for ... color-neutral stuff - and thingies.
So - "approved" - maybe, a big circle at the bottom right of the profile? ...
Hmm - ... ... well. Anyway - my Shrine would end up worshipping Madonna above all - with Catherine Zeta Jones being an even higher, yet more as the moon, diety; Hereby, equivalent to the Cosmos where Madonna were the Light. These two basically constitute my religion in that sense. Next to them there is Amanda ... that for sure ... as some prime-ordinal master authority. Here I 'can' end up being a "Nazi Slut" - which means, a genetically pure Sex-Slave given into all sorts of interracial activity. Just so for the goes.
How does this come? Well - it is one of my 'as child' pedophile outcomes that reflect my ... own sense of beauty. So the aged version of a child-slave, perfectly tamed pet, and 'not' fertile, for this sake. So I think I'm only available for breeding in specific circumstances.
Now, most of this might end up being irrelevant for me today - and as that, without anything further happening - what were my mansion like?
Well, on the Entrance I would probably change from a male to a female - or from a slutty/self-exposing to a more modest - representation. Just so to be in the clears of 'whatever happens when'. So, we also have 'zero personality' at that point, except for the profile. Think, a female version of Mario maybe. With overall.
The main building blocks were vastly a brown-ish rock - between 'stellar white', wood and glass architectures - with a decent hint of greens everywhere. And so the virtual journey would end in my living room - and this were so a showcase of what the mansion is about, in a nutshell. The 'virtual home' is there behind the scenes ... maybe. So in that sense we could locate a temple, find some chalice there, activate it - and find ourselves in some private space. Or the 'this is me' side of stuff. When following the so far given rules, everyones home had a certain feel to it - as so in tune with a sense of 'primary'/public.
'Secondary'/public were there now more relevant for me as a matter of public mention - but there's that dude who may have exclusive access to Godess/hottie me. So this were publically relevant while internally my priorities would focus elsewhere. And this Godess/hottie me is that part which is getting corrupted - so as in a sense of 'source of the corruption'. Or ... hmm --- loops.
My shrine 'should' tell you what my Relationship to God is about - and when taken from inside out, there first and foremost is LUST - and this is possibly represented by me as the one who is 'bound' into 'the Abyss' of/by LUST. The form is thereby a female individual subjected to sexual dominion/abuse/what-such. This is well represented by the Godess of Light, who blesses me with the pleasures of darkness - and the Godess of the Cosmos, who blesses me with captivity. B stands in there as Owner - as also God and Father, establishing myself as 'daughter', 'priestess' and 'sex slave/toy/...?'. So - in all this I'm however fundamentally tied into getting raped. Now are there so also terms as 'Cattle', 'Captivity', 'Enslavement', ... - and then Pet and Doll - ... and ultimately I can't sort any of them out - at place of describing what this 'home' holds for me.
But - modesty first? Well - I am enslaved. Which - links to my clarity and: 'Enslaved Whore' - comes out at the end. OK - good!
So with 'core' now determining the primary influence in this sphere/orb - there next are Entrance, Environment and Hub that so remained open. So that my 'role' as 'husband' - as where now Entrance converges with B - is that of being ... girlified? Something like that - already weighted up I might add - so, this could determine what 'had to be' at my entrance. This leading up towards 'Core' could be advertisement.
So - I can also elaborate this in terms of an ID - where 'first page' you'd read 'Pet/Doll // Rape Slave' or something - and that'd say ... OK ... I am property of someone. At a point of being 'depersonalized' I have 'zero privileges' about what is on those ... pages - aside of my architecture and such. So "meta", not 'content' per se. The logic, but not the contemporary.
But - lets put that aside. So - there is one independent and one 'verified' side to this. So, if I had an eye out on someone, I'd have a note of it, somewhere in my mind. And in this VR that could be a 'card' - and when two cards meet up, they can connect - and people evolved from tags into "company". A VR of some sense would further allow them to interact while chatting - and so - getting to know each other. So, for sake of 'associations' - this were "hub" - as to say 'Desktop'. It so comes together on mind. Mansion is that 'public thing' - give or take - where hub is now a back-end, where this 'system' were abused ... as ... media player, ... maybe.
And so were there also 'inverted space' - as in - 'private'. Thats where your closest of closest are at - and when 'linking up' online that would be something like a Level 1.
So the idea could be that one would have to get 'verified card entries' - so, from private desktop to 'stamp on it' - to then be able for 'online match making'. This were a downgrade when maybe too puzzled, or anyway 'too in the way' of 'direct aquaintances'. Hmm ... .
And so - yay for Cultural handles ... I guess?
So, some card as 'Satanic Bride' were visible to all with 'satanic vision' - just so to be on the safe side. Like so - "embers only glow for some". There inevitably were some sphere of secrets at some point, or some cultural nexus - and what is and what is not to be secret; It maybe depends. Eventually its inevitable.
So - as front on top of a Passport.
I can't really answer 'what it means to be perverted' as I don't, actually, really know what it means not to be perverted.
This weird thing called real life?
Hmmm - -.- ... ???
//02:34
...||| - X-Com is an interesting topic. I genuinely dislike the recent games solely on base of them having gotten rid of time units - and on that note I don't see much of a point in playing it until I can deal with it. I might like it more if it had some stamina thing in it. Like - 5 bars, and using one gives a range boost - and shenanigans. The thing is that ... if I 'wanted' to hate on the recent X-Com games then I would notice that stamina is missing; But I really just don't understand why getting rid of them anyhow. But so in iteration I can find that stamina is kindof pointless in that game - so, it could be more interesting, lets say it that way.
But as for Time-units, I thought of something like, being able to spend more time units on a shot than are left; And any enemy within the line/area of fire would be unsafe for 'so long'. - |||...
//14:49 ]| What X-Com really needed - so upgrading the Originals - is an extra layer to the inventory, ... and of course Loadouts. |[ 14:58//
And maybe make the science department more complex too. The idea being generally that this one step deeper 'should' add more transparency to everything. Err ... so, the way it is setup, its basically designed with 'one' base on mind - and the 'active' base is selected through some tab. This goes as far as that you only get to access the inventory of one base at a time - and that is good. This makes it more difficult to mess up. As each base will most likely be layed out differently, one is right away reminded of which base you're on at the time. For where 'on the fly' selection of a base matters is mostly a matter of UFO interception - and so clicking on the base on the globe directly leads to the interceptor menu. Neat. Alternatively, if you have/want/need more advanced craft - there's still that global 'intercept' menu.
So - 'extra depth' is added by the "Stats Screen" of a base, or its "Inventory"/Capacity. Ordinarily one first enters the base menu and there can buy, sell and transfer. But once extending the Stats Screen to a global inventory, "sortable by base and item", with built in transfer function ... .
Science also works great. Its simple and mostly straightforward. One has a Laboratory Capacity and a number of scientists - and projects to research on. So, sometimes one needs to know this in order to then figure out 'that' - and thats a neat little mechanic. All the complexity of science simplified into a simple list of items. What "confused" me was that researching "Plasma Tech" didn't give me anything outside of whatever Plasma Weapon I had researched. And it would make sense, as, each weapons type had a different 'trick' built in to perform as what it does. So 'heavy tech', 'rifle tech' - that had to be researched individually.
But I think it'd be more interesting if there were little quirks or anomalies here and there - which would also include some more hardcovered pseudo science to go with it.
Like so, when it gets to Grenades and Grenade Launchers - there is some tie to make. Its mostly the 'projectile' that were interesting; Except in that one case ... where you really want to get your hands on that launcher. ... Leaving what you might be able to squeeze out of the projectile.
Now - for Loadouts, I just had a great idea. It means that you have a rig for each soldier that goes into battle - and potentially a variety of soldiers that might go with one of these. This basically as an inventory buffer - which takes "so much" ammo to fill, err ... but maybe narrowed down to a function that shows a warning when there isn't enough stash to replenish.
Something that has been floating around my mind some time ago were 'mining interests' - err, either facilities where Aliens are mining for something or some resource we need - but ... maybe not. Maybe for "second year" gameplay.
Although, that might probably be Apocalypse. ... //-noise|15:53
So, when scientists interrogate an Alien Footsoldier who won't say anything ... or doesn't have anything to say ... this 'consolidates' a threat level which refers to how 'seriously' the threat is taken and therefore how accurate "rumors" indicate Alien Activity - ?
--16:16--//-[23:33]-// ... Combos now are essential to Street Fighter, in that - 'Technical Street Fighter' would ultimately become boring, as players would generally 'ease up' to making shitty moves. Moves that work in technical, can be punished in the 'real' sense; And 'being able' to properly punish is part of that. And I think ... well, playing well technically - I suppose - gives me some solid bronze (1000 LP) rank.
I mean - some extra damage here and there. I feel I could do better - and considering just for 'how long' I float around 1000 - there is ... the range of skill around 1000 isn't ... just little. And when it gets to rookies - I think I've once been knocked back to rookie after hitting 1000. So I find 1000 LP opponents that are greener than some 400 LP rookies. And when it gets to balance this game is all over the place ... I don't ... I don't care. There is though only little more humiliating - within gaming - then getting beaten by an Abigail who's fighter ID is 'VROUMVROUM'. Whatever. Bring it on. Humiliating? I mean - its funny, actually.
Agonizing? Its ... ridiculous.
But kindof pointless for me at that point. I mean - he actually knew what he was doing; He possibly bought a copy just to make that account or whatever - I don't know how that works.
/~/---// while we're at it, that is: Adding nonsensical data to a user profile, wee could have something like a VR Universe and play Star Wars/Star Trek in it. That were one of my - grander visions. Virtual Culture building - as an experiment maybe, to - try give a meaninful space to the 'virtual social meta' - in a way of productive ... forward moving.
Hmm ...
So - each individual gets some location in space, with the own Desktop being proposedly the main screen on a Starship. So, in the idea, opening up a browser and typing in some url would take that starship somewhere, ... which is however more so for the show.
And so is it - to some extent - in Destiny. It happens that one floats 'in Orbit' with a bunch of friends or someone - and essentially lets say its just a 'com link' between, say, 4 people. Which in the game now were however 4 spaceships in orbit of some planet. Communication however happens through PSN - where there can be some that don't play the game right then.
Or at all.
One idea, with advancing into VR, is to 'abuse' its availability to enhance 'real life' organization. So, eventually tieing online social activity to an online social space, ... and when Video Game Addiction were an issue, this might be a great way to go about it. "Do real life stuff 'now'".
In terms of Desktop activity I maybe just symbolize when thinking of some "Minecraft/Farmville Wallpaper" ... meta ... but between creative and challenging recreational software - this is now eventually data the person wants to cherish. Like, if I had all the savegames ... and could maybe take that and cross it up with so - ... well. ... Hmm - ...
This however breeds the idea of some ... 'data is generated' idea, in this sense being a treasure. In the iterative sense there is now a potential for 'present stuff' - regarding one individual - that relates to some space-time-ish ... 'mass' of some sort. On the social plane now people would come together, it happened, to build stuff, ... creating worlds - and these would now be 'the first ones', lets say - the 'create worlds' - once being so given the ability to. Everyone might start with some planet - and via online play there could be gates, linking stuff together, where there were a social side to it - but also a 'game' ... itself, that would pretty much function as we're used from online gaming. So - Minecraft, ... any 'real' achievement would occur within a set box of rules ... or ... well. Something like ... loot from gaming. In the social sense there has to be some online plattform. In this sense, this would take someone to provide a world of some sort ... or hosting, online space? But something like that as a 'foundation' of 'social space'. So, once two or more come together and say: Lets do something.
In the idea it were however up to craftsmen to produce whatever frontend there might be - to whatever there might be some frontend to. And I think this makes more sense when seeing this VR experience as 'one way' of going about it. So, if there would ever be some greater structure - then just because someone fancied it. But we might see planetary alliances at some point - or some system that just serves as capital 'because' - and so all the big and important stuff would connect to there - hosting a broad part of the galaxy - and cultural networks could be vast nebulas of ... starsystems. ... Hmmm -
Well ... - //-over? //00:49
