Leaning further out the Window

So far, to me, it seems like the experiment was a grand success. And I'm under the impression, that eastern is the perfect time to get people exposed to ... people performatively caring about the will of God. Which takes me to a first thing. Maybe I should be more specific. So - whenever someone eludes to God being the higher authority, that counts. Acting in the name of Christ, literally or performatively, that also counts. Pretending to do so counts. So, anything that a person does, that one may interpret as being done in God's will.

Now, apparently this good truth sits in one's heart. But what's going on in one's head ... might be contradicting that. I however see it as ... an apparent light that leaves a bad taste in one's mouth. And while we might leave it like that, I also wonder whether or not we might do something about that.

But ... I had an idea. Because ... why not? Because - every theocracy that doesn't openly align with me ... is definitely illegitimate. Effectively: All Governments, safe for its democratic elements, are illegitimate.

But how should I wrap this up? I certainly feel like I'm semi-drunk, tumbling down some dark hallway. It's like I'm waking up into a new reality; But I have to notice that this certainly isn't the first time I felt like that. Well. It kinda is the first time I felt just like that - but like so, it might just be another layer of the same illusion that amounted to nothing so far.

I'd be sitting there, or whatever, doing something - then an idea starts to congeal into something like a daydream - one I then eventually start to believe - I think things are happening - and then realize: "again?". The sad truth behind that is, that I don't like to believe that nobody knows about me or cares about any of this. Then comes the moment where I believe one discovers these things - things keep moving - again and again, over and over, it repeats itself. Except now I also start saying it. "It's happening!". I'm not sure if this can end well.

Well, it has to. But so I realize, that while I speak of God and the divine, I have a hard time believing it. I mean, I believe it - but as for what happens in real life ... there sure is a re-ocurring theme that dominates my expectations. Or used to. It does kindof start to peel off - to what end I'm not sure. So I realize, that God so far has stuck to the shadows of my mind. Present, sure ... but barely ever giving me anything ... concrete.

And sure - ever so often that meant that I'd be there, hopeless, disappointed, annoyed, angry, ... or whatever, however stuck in a dark ditch. But now I'm pulling myself out of it. Hmm ... where did that come from?

I'm emerging!.

And no weapon formed against me shall prosper. Nothing shall stop us, for the time has come!

:P


The Light of Truth pierces as the Sunlight. And as the Sunlight, it animates boldness. In the right conditions at least. People might fear it. Maybe they're holding stakes in it - one way or another. But this Light, this that I share, this that encompasses and includes me, cannot stay hidden forever. And when revealed - it will grow to envelop the world.

Fun thing: Every House of God - is also mine. So, every House or Congregation that speaks to people of God ... is for me to claim. Or how else should I put it?

Whatever the case, we can figure out the details later.

And as the Love for God or Truth or Life or the Way has it - everyone who cares to, will be able to recognize the deceiver.


As it stands, I'm getting kinda addicted to this. I feel something. It feels great. It feels ... like something I need. Something I cannot refuse. And it's weird, because I'm mindful of staying grounded. So, for now, I'ma hide behind the LORD - and hope that what we've done so far is enough for now. I mean, well ... it certainly encompasses the important stuff.

"Let there be Light!"