An attempt at Outreach (Explicit Content)
"The Red Pages" (alpha)
So - yea, as you scroll through this page you may get an idea of what this is about. So, technically these are pages 41 to 48 of the thing I've been working on - and if you know my relationship with words - you can tell that this is once more raw and maybe not all that well thought out and through. But you might wanna have it sooner rather than later - also because I can't really tell what to really make of the whole of it.There is a bit of a dilemma to it - because, since I caught myself reaching for the keys; And maybe overreaching; The question for whether or not "it works that way" - well, can I suppose only be answered speculatively. There is a strong argument to be made for it - given the nature of the Matrix Phenomenon. Now, if you want to believe or suppose that there are other ways for it to be what it is, or in some hidden shenanigans that would prevent God from being Himself in charge of what unfolds - that is nothing I can 'fix'. I can tell you that what I did is one thing while you could still believe that I did another. I can try to use the keys and my words here to try and make sure that those Glyphs don't work - so when they do ... you might think that I wasn't honest with you. And like so, I'm actually not all that confident.
What you have are the words contained on those pages - and the secret to them is, well, that to my impression God has implied Himself to me as an ally. And that is what I'm building on. That I so may use what I would consider authority - so that He has something to work with. So, at the end of the day I'm not even certain 'if' I have ... concrete authority. Like that. So, like I don't know whether or not I can actually 'enable' these things - I also do not know whether or not I could disable them. So, maybe that means that all of this is mute - certainly so when beheld from a certain angle. But I suppose ... that's ... just part of the circumstance.
I mean, it's a bit of a ... what's it called ... catch 22 situation. You either trust me somehow and then ... one thing ought to lead to the other, or you don't and then ... you just don't - I suppose. But I suppose there's that in-between, where all that's missing is some kind of seal of approval that adds some definitive weight to a few things.
Should you therefore find that some of the glyphs aren't working - (well, I don't think that the opening Glyph can't work, which ... I mean, if it doesn't work you could dismiss all of me) - you have grounds to stand on to critique me on those claims. And I suppose that's as good of a ... compromise as I can produce. Right now at least.
And I don't see how that might change anytime soon.
