Next Level
So ... something has occurred to me; And it puts my situation into a whole new Light. Now, I understand it,
it makes sense - I will go through all the things I can at least think about while writing this - but it's
also really just one of those things that I ... don't have any evidence or proof for. But ... that particular
issue - well, is kind of part of why this is as it is ... .
I mean ... thinking of my situation and why nobody is making any moves ... like towards me or to speak openly
of it ... is either because nobody knows ... or due to some other issue. If it's the former, well ... I guess
I'm just talking to a wall then. And until I figure out how to talk to actual people, there's nothing I can
do about it.
So, for all intents and purposes - what matters is the latter possibility.
And ... as for how this started to come together; I have to talk about that theater that's going on in my
head sometimes. I'll be having these interviews or scenes or just conversations play out - based on ...
whatever. And ... what's quite frustrating is that ... well, the BS just catches me off guard sometimes.
Until one day that changed. Because there was no BS. And why there was no BS ... is two-fold. I guess I first
had to understand a few things before I could dig this aspect of it. The aspect being ... "Ascension".
That's also the topic that goes much without evidence and just kind of emerges from the belief and what
sustains it. There is no real way to make a substantive thing out of ... my persona ... other than ... being
a person of some kind. So, when it comes to me being me - in that sense - there are those things that feed
and sustain the sense of who and what I am ... "outside" of my terrestrial flesh vessel ... but other than
that there's ... not much. Like, I can't do magic. Or, not the kind of magic that might help me assert dominance
or such a thing. And there's a whole tangent on that, that I might go down, but ... I'll save my breath on that
for now.
And so - one of the simplest problems thereby is ... if I'm royalty ... how ... should it matter? And then we
might know how to get there.
So, what stopped the BS was ... in that particular scene ... God doing to my "opposite" what He does to me.
Literally. 1:1. Same thing. Like to say: "Well, didn't you want it?". Well, "not like that" I assume, because
... the thing I'm talking about - and I'm not sure if they'd actually want it - is something I mentioned once
or twice; And that's some kind of ... special state I'm in while writing.
So I figure that when I sit down to write ... though the results are not always perfect ... is that I can't
just do what I want. I have to produce ... if not something specific, yet something conducive to the plan.
That means that sometimes I'll touch on sensitive topics, trying to get some closure; While ever so often
that'll send me down a totally different road - and that because the matter itself isn't as simple or tidy
as I might want.
And if now a person that's just full of BS is put in that state ... well ... they, I assume, will be confused;
Because nothing they would throw at me can actually come out. And that would be ... well ... my way of asserting
Dominance. Or so ... God doing it for me. Because also ... that's just how it's supposed to be. Because ...
that's how it is.
I mean, some people out there might think that they're enough of a big person that simply putting themselves on
a side is going to win some people over. Why ... and how ... is in their world I'd say just sugar coating. It
doesn't even have to make sense - as ... a lot of people are I think painfully aware of. And so of course it
makes sense to have that mean nothing when trying to pull that on me. Because I literally am the one ... and
being the person that's on the right side of things is like ... basically my job.
And that's all fun and such - but there's a problem. The ... getting there. Which means ... my situation needs
to be one from which that dominance can emanate. And like so we can then also tackle fascism, because ... I
think a lot of what gives it momentum is ... that people feel like they have no options. There would be the
atheistic sorts that just thinks of it as a fun game, or "strong man make good times" type of nonsense - and
then there's however also that part of them that believes in stuff that does actually fall into gnostic domain.
And while we have the cure to whatever ailment befell them - they also first have to know that. So, the big
idea here is to just be there and open up to show that there's a different way.
Now, what we want - in the end - is true democracy. But to get there, the awareness for it has to be generated
first; So that people can become a part of us such that this democracy may unfold. In that regard I don't mean
to run for any kind of office. I'll just be me - doing my thing - and it's important to have said this because
... well. I ... within all that I tried to articulate so far ... have reason to believe that maybe ... this
state is put onto everybody. Just in general. When it comes to interacting with me. That leaves out those that
are basically forced into interacting with me. They are thereby forced to interact with me as though I were just
a normal person. To interact with me beyond that - would require them to acknowledge a few things. Or so: Work
themselves through that #State(TM) - because we, I think, don't want to deal with nonsense.
Or ... what we might call so.
I mean, I suppose that people might just try to be nice and think of this or that way of ... getting started
somehow. But ... if people don't take me the way they're supposed to right from the start, it might be difficult
to get there later. And what's supposed to be done right from the start, might just include the whole shebam.
Like, to - as an introduction - kneel down before me and tell me what brought them to me. Then I might ask them
to tell me more of themselves; And ... in as far as this is just a guess I got to leave the rest up to you.
So ... "Figure it Out!".
It's similar to how Lust works. I think I got a better idea of that; Possibly thats following some experiences
that people have made elsewhere or just a fantasy of mine. However, understanding primary things such as whether
you're exalted or nether - for instance - through that Lust - should help big time to settle things in that
regard. But ... so, regarding me ... there's 'extra baggage' that comes along the whole "real life"/"no norm"
thing - and while there I'm in the end just some underling to some other royalty; In the real world I am THE
fucking Royalty ... second to only the MOST HIGH. Unless you should feel encouraged to object to that. But ...
in as far as this #State(TM) theory is correct ... that would be the issue. Like ... your own understanding
might be stuck somewhere - and carrying all that to me, is maybe part of the problem. Because ... some things
that you should carry to me ought to help me - like ... BE. More than just ... a magic 8 ball or so.
And so, whether I
want to be treated "accordingly" or not - is really just secondary. I mean, I never felt
like it mattered what I want. Though eventually certain things just started to feel ... rightER. And I'd notice
that the Spirit kind of wanted me to get into that headspace; But so ... You got to get me into the rest of it!
And for the most part this should be easy going. I mean - if you understood things correctly, you understand that
we're doing the good thing and that you can say certain things about what WE believe in (as a collective) without
being too worried that we might ... disagree. So, in the spirit of Democracy anyway ... while I be doing whatever
I be doing. And a part of it is to just ... be the beacon, as it were. Well, a little bit more.
For - I suppose it makes sense to keep in mind how the Prophecies on Israel (the Prophet) start. They start with
the promise that I/he/they will be tearing shit down. And I keep wondering: Well, cool - but ... How?
And now we know. You, or someone, open(s) the doors for me - and I'll be the wall for dipshits to run into.
#Roadblock. Well, should it come to that.
But ... while all that is like ... well and fine - how am I to convince you of it?
Well, maybe that's yours to figure out. However, I don't think there is a lot that needs to be figured out. There's
stuff that's just true about me - and the rest would just be ... a matter of the HOW of responding to it.
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