Is this political?
Well, as I'd be telling you here - yes it is. Because ... it has the word in it. I mean ...
if I said something ... more or less off the cuff, like ... sitting there and a thought
comes to mind, that would out me as a feminist - whether I knew it or not - it, by the
situation, wouldn't be political.
So, staring at a screen, previously, a thought came to my mind. So, there are adds for
videogames that are clearly ... just, let's call it "Sex Bait". And I understand that it
works. But ... thinking of the images and the kinds of ideas that are being broadcast,
well, what is it? Do we use the old name or do we find a new one? Do we try to express it
provocatively around the bush? Well, if I had to use no Buzzwords at all, I'd say it looks
like: Girls/Women are being advertised as pets; Whilst their quality is judged based upon
'what they ought to be'. So, imagine a game like League of Legends with a huge "Roster"
(the number of, the grid on which) of Characters - and through this, "Girls" are like
found in a catalogue. What I'm getting at are the different styles - they talk to individual
preferences - and here ... we find a roadfork.
Do the preferences become an imposed desire, or is there yet Love for who the other truly is?
Anyway - these weren't the words I had in mind, but it still gets the same idea accross.
Which yea, is then an opinion which I may dare say in a free society; Or even in an unfree one;
Whatever the case, it is then those who get upset - maybe saying "can't you stop being political?"
(and maybe there's the inverse where it's more like "can't you stop being unpolitical?") - that
suggest to me that they would mobilize political power to forbid me from saying such things. As it
is them who thereby 'made' it political.
Sure, if it were an unfree society and I should know that one cannot freely speak like that, then
I would be the one making it political. It is there an inherently political expression.
The thing about "woke" is ... it's like an intricate web of dynamic and changeable conditions
- as for what is and what isn't political. Drinking Milk or a specific brand of Beer, Green
Frog, Wojack, leaning left, walking straight, ... whatever.
And in a sense ... both are fighting over forbidding the other's speech.
Fur us, luckily there's Article 1 (G)GG (German "Grundgesetz"). Dare I say. And what it brings.
Like ... there's a verbal equivalence to just running up to someone and punching them. ...
But uhm ...
Yea. I dare say that any Civilization needs standards. And the more dense the population becomes,
or the more diverse in whatever way it is ... the more of them do matter.
And I must wonder how come that people argue that Academia is undermined by "the woke" when
Scientific Evidence clearly speaks for us LGBTQ+ people. Like the I of the IA - intersex -
that's literally just how they are born. Like the story of the X-Men goes, some are born freaks
and others are born with advantages.
Is this political?
I mean it to be. Saying ... "a Civilization needs standards" is clearly a political argument
that I would stick to relative to how hard I'm feeling it. And it is quite hard.
An Anecdote: What I had to learn about coding at some point is, that the structures, functions
and mechanisms that I think I need aren't always those that get the job done. Sometimes it
comes down to a single component that the system requires, that is missing. It eventually changes
the logic, how to best handle it; And sometimes that comes with a whole "rat's tail" of
dependencies to resolve.
But what am I saying?
I think - to maybe deepen my "political speech" here - this whole concept of power that we
currently exist under is nonsensical. This idea that we need to establish control - before
we can really do or shift anything. That we therefore wrestle for our voices to get heard -
and by the times the news media reports on it, it might just have lost all of its meaning.
During Therapy I had to learn that real is always that which is before you. My own words.
To so focus on the now when your thoughts are wandering too much. Focusing on the now is a
way of forcing the mind to not get sucked up in some nonsense. And it might take quite some time
for one to shake off all of their demons.
And in the end, one eventually gets a thirst for ... doing stuff in it.
Thirst ... is that political? It would seem like ... it's about to!
Or it is and yet we can't help but put those sentiments in charge that would let it come to this
in the first place. It would seem.
So, we can make our own stuff. Or can we? Are we free?
And that maybe is the story the left wouldn't hear?
Or was it the right, that went way too far overboard with it?
The freedom of Enterprise ... that is. It's a word we might start to idolize. Like "Freedom of
Speech". And we exalted it, and made 'freedom of Enterprise' our golden motto. To let all the
vile, disgusting, ... bile that comes from it flow ever so freely, because ... it's the motto.
You want to plug out of the Matrix? Then ... just come into the 'real' world.
Even the metaphysical part.
I mean, yes. I do have my own beliefs and I dare say I've been meticulous about crafting it.
Well, though also a bit clumsily. But "good luck" - or in other words: 'My God' - was with
me ... or so I would like to believe.
But that is ... that. Even if I could see into the future, ... then is then. Only now is now.
And if my belief is true, nothing can shake it, but my own errors.
And if I walk through the shadow of the valley of death ... ?
If my success were measured in money, I suppose ... my balance would indicate that I haven't been
doing so great. But if God whips out His big one and starts slapping facts - maybe that'll tell
a different story.
But, when is the time right? Ever? Who knows?
But eventually we get to the part where it goes "Ufpaaaaassst! I hau mei Kopf gege dei Kopf dei
Kopf kabuuuut". The thing with the rolling stone? That ... shatters the statue and turns into the
Kingdom of God?
Anyone?
How?
I don't know!
But there is good reason and solid grounds to assume that it is coming. And whatever ... I don't
try to play my part in it. I just try to be me - and do my thing. What else can I do? How else
could I maintain sanity?
And my story ... well. From my own perspective: I called out to God and He responded. He didn't
answer each and everything right away. But from some point onward ... there was nothing else for
me.
Give or take.
But it's what I've dedicated my life to. Multiple times - I assume. The rule would be that God
comes out "naturally". You can't force it. You probably also don't know "the inner way", let's
call it, into the mental state where He does.
And what it takes you to get there might be different from someone else.
But that's just me saying things. Like ... I guess my words have to testify of their own.
God willing!