On the other side ...
"Meanwhile" ... . I like to compare Unification to the Stargate. You need the Address,
you need the Puddle; And "all else comes down to Luck". We could say.
Makes me think of ... . My scatteredbrainedness. Well, so, I was starting to write about
knocking on the door and who knows what - and there was this issue at the back of my
mind. See, it concerns the hypothetical of a person, who - in the literary framing -
would "behave to others as they would to God". That - may at first seem trivial. But the
imagery is this:
Like, we all find excuses - and have ways of lying to ourselves. Outwardly then, we have
concepts such as 'sincerity'. Honesty, Truthfulness ... . But then there's also loyalty
and belonging. And then there are things like deception.
Wound up therein, is what we might call Ego or Pride. Not the pride that is in the sense
of dignity merely what we would grant as a human right.
And if there is now one that would only halfheartedly look for God, would they then not
also only halfheartedly look after others?
For the issue is this: If one is insincere before the LORD, who looks into one's heart,
how can they be sincere to anyone? Including, perhaps most of all, themselves!?
Maybe it is a matter of maturity, culture or whatever. But to truly care about one
another, at the other end then, should come in its own right as a ... fundamental good.
While there sure is a lot of ... nostalgia, tradition, familiarity and sentimentality
woven into the matter of Family and Kin, one very real good of it is this whole
'nourishment' thing. Should it be used for good.
But ah, yea, what is good?
Now, when it comes to that, I think I'm at first asked to play my own game. And depending
on what Level I'm at, we might say, that under the accountance of different matters.
Like - there's my hand of cards - which you can't see. And if I say that I got nothing
while I clearly have a full hand, it may be out of true and honest confusion or
blindness to the facts - but it might as well be ... whatever else?
So, am I real when I say, that I have reasonable grounds to doubt that we might have this
discussion seriously? Well, depending on who and what I presume. Or am I just trying to
... wiggle myself away from responsibility?
The thing is that ultimately I have to take that question to myself and walk my way.
But where our ways lead us together - and we're discussing matters of severity - I take
my answers with me. And if for some reason the very idea of what 'good' or 'right'
means or equates to, has us have a disagreement, I would sincerely have to reconsider
my involvement - or so, depending on ... stuff ... however - . Like ... the issue whether
or not that discussion has any merits to itself, based on the sincerity of the implied
parties, is a real one.
Anyway ... .
To also not forget outwoking the woke, well. Wokeness cannot be restrained to the process
of waking up alone. At some point one also has to be awoke, sotospeak; And start doing
things with reason and potentially even calm.
Like ... sure, the God of the Bible ... bla. Whatever.
It's a take it or leave it type of situation either way.
So, what do we have on the menu?
I believe we all are ... 'made' different. I mean, whatever it is that DOES in fact make
us different, it's there ... somewhere ... filled by the sands of time. But it's there.
And originally, well. If we accept that we predate the creation of this world, we must
assume a reality that might not look like the one we know.
When thinking of flesh - all the body needs - environmental conditions and all that, that
does give us something we can look at and say ... "OK, that's that". Our minds however.
Well, my mind likes to wander, so ... sometimes I suppose it's like a helium balloon held
in place by my body.
And nature is full of examples of how instinctual behavior can turn out. And there we may
also speak of some 'inner fire'. Enlightenment - or Unification - is about going beyond
all that. The "sphere", we might call it, is like a deeper dimension. I have to think of
how it felt in Elden Ring, when the map kept getting bigger. Going beneath what previously
felt as the depth of it all ... and attaining a new perspective.
The inner fire ... changes. It begets shape, I would say. As the bubblings underneath no
longer transpire beyond our attention, at least not entirely, it's reasoning can be
adjusted and improved upon. But it takes time. I mean, I write of it now as it has come
to my attention. And I'm like ... 19 years down the road. But sure, with shared experience
comes knowledge and with knowledge comes better guidance. So that we may then wonder what
that was all about? Well, why ... would we?
Not?
I mean - in as far as we're pursuing those things ourselves - from within a given reasoning,
based in a given frame of reference, ... well ... that's ... then something that I dare say
hasn't been done enough before.
I mean ...
How to build a Monument?
I guess there are many ways. Back in the days or nowadays however, it all comes down to
holding enough strings to make something happen. Further however, or so we may endeavor,
we may also think about the 'how'. For, that is - if we had to present that case to a
reasonable audience that truly is curious to know: There is reasonable presedence for not
blindly assuming that everything will go as imagined.
But here our minds might split as well. Do we care about our Environment or do we not? How
far should our care reach?
And so, yea, it sucks to not have a good 'we' in here just yet. When considering the best
of our interests, there are a few conclusions that one must arrive at. Those being the
actually big and important problems. And who knows what they are?
So why instead not just ... grab some random motto and be a [bleep].
Anyway. Money is the current thing it would seem. And tomorrow, mayhap, it will come merely
as another symptom of life. To keep things going while we must - and to make the best of
what we're given. Like ... in Minecraft. Or maybe not.
What conclusions I arrive at ...
Well, there's climate change or if you so will the toxification of our atmosphere. Along with
that there's speculation of some kind of inhabitability, which then breeds grounds for
survival gear. More long term there's considerations for how to best adapt to the conditions.
Which certainly starts with an agreement of what the conditions are.
And so, we get to that. There are ... facts. People like to call them. Like how a stone drops.
We can measure it, put numbers around it and math to play around with. Well, I haven't done
much of that myself, but I'm more into ... mechanisms ... and putting stuff together.
So, culturally speaking, we might also need some therapy when it comes to attain familiarity
with these "so called facts". But ... if we can then step beyond the paranoia - and learn
how to approach one another with reason, the rest becomes a management problem. Like, how
far can we ... drive things down. Like ... say, as a coordinated effort. Say, there were
a problem ... like a leak ... with the question being: a) Do we know about it and b) can we
respond to it? And the answer to b) would probably be NO if we can't actually coordinate any
efforts to begin with.
And yea, it all begins with a choice that the individual must make. So, it is a bit awkward
to come up like I got something important - just to then leave with a "well, it's up to you!",
but ... that's what it always is!
Like how there's always crumbs for me ... when things get dicy.
I mean, I do have to buy groceries ... I'm not that OP when it comes to the "Fed by the
animals of the wild" pattern - but, it's something I never had to question.
How I get here?
Well, as far as I can take myself out of the equation, there is ... I suppose me in terms of
"my pattern". I put a question mark as for how much time of individual consciousness this
initial pattern would require compared to any kind of reasonable expression. But one thing
that the passage seems to confirm again and again is that some people struggle where others
excel.
This could be an initial sign or form of individuality. Brought about by a mere drift of the
wind - whether it blew this or that way. Fine patterns would emerge - and the overarching
atmosphere would produce patterns of recognition tied to them.
Who or what we are or were - that might be two completely different things. We might have
been a semi conscious amoeba thinking that this one spike in the pattern is the coolest
thing ever - but well.
If it were all peaceful, so the story goes, for how long would it be so?
Like, how do children get into fights? It might appear to be a mystery, but may also just
be that one or both don't know much about respecting one another's limits. Like yea, that's
like ... "woke" talk. But if we can speak of our limits and we can find respect for them
we can also ... find more common grounds. Like ... it's an idea!
At any rate. Beyond that, we may also wonder how we existed ... geometrically. If we can
establish THAT we were - IN something - we might also wonder WHERE. And HOW?
This is what I personally 'sign' as "The Magnificence" of God. This ... What or However it
is that makes it possible that we exist. And however it comes that God can do all these
Marvellous things. But ... that's perhaps getting ahead of ourselves.
But - I think some writings paint the image of clouds; Another thing that pops up is
sea or abyss. I would assume it is logical that along the first insight and the establishment
of "the Logos" - some initial ... incidental world had been created. So, one insight leads
to the next and a perfect consciousness that can react to it right away - and is aware of
everything else - can draw a lot of conclusions at once. I mean to emphasize that the story
of the Logos is a deep and intricate one. From how I understood it at least back when.
But be it fast or slow - this initial world then ... some might call that Heaven. For here
... let it be ... ALPHA-1-WORLD.
Uhm, it concerns 'the pronounciation of the word'. As I understood it, concepts started to
shape and eventually ignite into an understanding that called for recognition, thus triggering
the mind to use its active power to give it form. "Eteraphaope Abron" - it says - is to express
the concept of ... we might say 'the reality of the infinite' - forming a skull. "Menniggestroeth"
then regarding the mind of the universe. So, self definition by words that describe "Eternal Life"
in its own light, shaped into a body - as "Crowned" by its own title.
God speaking His own Kind into 'reality'.
Then there are the eyes. One to see the visual, the patterns, colors, light - and another to see
the truth, sense, meaning. And that same principle is repeated in the ears. There is sound and
there are signals.
Somewhere along the way, we may have fallen into His lap. As this world shaped - as perhaps a
primal outburst of raw creative energy and an infinite well of curiosity - driven by a thirst
to bring light into existence - we might come from the question for life. Life other than Him
or life Like Him? Life perhaps of an individual, or Life of a collective. And maybe so we
were written - at first - like a dream of what may be.
So, I'm thinking that whether we were born "single" or not could make a huge difference. I'm
also thinking that we're inescapable consequences at the end of certain questions. At some
point - one of us would have to be born - for it to be known, that we may in fact exist. Or
do. "It's complicated".
So, whatever the odds were - there is however a number of us. And I think that we all have
our dreams - as convergences between this world and how we used to feel beforehand. And who
knows how many lifetimes either one of us has lived, if you want to believe in that vision
of things. Reality ... maybe does in fact try to leech away our dreams. It may try to send
us down to the hard reality of the ground. With Gravity. But the thing is - we can also
dream ... in this world. And ... >< ... [deep inhale]
"The future is ours" and stuff. "Yay![...boredom...balloon pops...confetti rains...]".
Is it though?
Can it be?
I mean, legally speaking I suppose we could ...
So, what happens ... might be up to ... who?
If we're looking for cool or pride or belongings ... well, there's yet like two ways
still. And ... I hope you let your way be the good way!