Someone else to blame

I was thinking. That I was where I was the whole time - that now makes it so that none of this mess that's been happening was my fault. Well, you could say that I maybe messed up and that had I not my voice could have still turned things around - to which I could move on to wonder about what exactly it was that I personally did wrong, or if maybe someone else would also bear at least part of the burden.


But still. I did what I could. I tried - certainly within my understanding of what was reasonable; And not outside the boundaries of God's care.

Maybe there was a perfect way that I could have walked. But all in all that's just saying that I matter. I could then say that a Wizard is never late, we could all have a hearty laugh and move on.

So, maybe the topic at all here should be 'the burden'.


We all have one to bear. Now, we could try to measure them against each other. But if say ol' Granny carried a bag of rice over a hill - that's not the same kind of burden as it is for a Hercules to carry a bag of rice over a hill.
Our burden in life ... it comes as we grow. As children we may be unburdened as the weights are taken off our shoulders. But as we lay off our childishness; And come to terms with the ways of hard reality - our goals ... become burdens in a way.

Even if we were to just indulge the fantasy ... well, one such person would probably not see their own fault in their hardships - or any hardship at all - so, there's no point in trying to convince ourselves of anything.
But we can also become burdens to others.


In many ways. And so, in operative consideration, we should also be able to unburden one another.

Look - it's ... busy. Life is busy. So, you might not see what I see when I look around at the bus stop or the train station or whatever, where-ever. And why is it this busy? We're like ... never capable of coming to a halt; And maybe that's just because we're too many. Like - say, we had a bad hair day every once in a while. Multiplied by the thousands and millions ... there's probably no day without someone having a bad hair day. And if we're only zooming in on that, we might also say that none of us has any respect for themselves.
Which is where that one people where all are bald will feel like Kings.

Anyway. At long last - we're to look after ourselves. And then more of that and more of that. So, naturally we gravitate towards social structures within which that burden of the day to day becomes lighter.
Like so, in a world in which everyone is to only look after themselves - whether by design or necessity - nobody looks for long term prosperity. So, in a way, naturally it all goes to shit eventually.
I mean - good, probably, that the Capitalists won this round - because, that doesn't make what comes our fault. Unless it takes a little longer.

I mean, after a while it clicked. Turning Mountains into Valleys and Valleys into Mountains - that all could be symbolical, metaphorical, for however things get twisted upside down. With that then being the assumption, there's like ... a logical new world that's different from ours but also - in its course - functional. Like, you can't say that wellfare don't work when it worked everywhere else before.
But also ... just a baseline consideration for some dramatic paradigm shifts.


And I know, that I'll be alright!