Some Housekeeping
"Wooosh" - OK. Sooo ...... uhm ...
Have I finally figured it out?
Regarding the Experiment?
Well - there was that incident, if you're going through the Archive you can find it. So, there was
that cloud Formation in the shape of a Dick. It gave me pause - and confused me because obviously
... not everything I say would become true.
I tried this and that - and getting feedback is difficult, so I had to go off of the vibes I was
getting. Then there's the whole issue with "the Key" or "Keys" - and I'm sure that I also have one.
But what it does ... I didn't know. I suppose I was able to give myself a skill-boost in Street
Fighter; But coming to terms with Mogh's moveset on the other hand took a really long time. Unsure
if that's related.
Well, doing some analytical thinking, the issue would be that, that Mogh is a non-human actor in a
video-game, while in Street Fighter I'd be mostly facing other humans. And here, fear is also a
factor, or whatever might inspire it. Or ... respect for that matter. So, apparently I didn't give
myself 'skill' per se, but an Aura of skill that would inspire respect.
In other words: I was thinking of the wrong Key. I mean, in that mindset I was thinking about the
Antichrist; And I suppose he has some miracle Key. And I was focussed on ... disabling it, hacking
it, undoing a few things - that sort of stuff.
I didn't feel like I actually accomplished anything - and eventually the whole idea did also seem
nonsensical. I mean, I wouldn't know what to do with that kind of power. It sure might be useful,
I guess, but I just didn't feel it. Also on a personal level. Like, I wouldn't really know what to
do with it.
Other than rendering it unusable, after resetting it. Or whatever the process would need to be.
But so - I've been a little bit on edge the last few days. And there's something about the topic
of me being the Queen that gives me ... bad vibes. It's just confusing - because, God doesn't seem
to have an issue with it. But there's just something about how I tend to find myself getting
disrespected, even if just in my own head (but let's face it - if I wasn't disrespected, that wouldn't
be an issue in the first place), that's like ... incongruent with the realty I speak of.
I guess I should have figured it out sooner, but ... . Well, so ... I was sitting in the Bus on my
ride home - and going through some things in my head I stumbled upon an issue. Like ... how I couldn't
speak for myself in Church. I mean, I can speak of myself, of my experiences and all that just fine -
but nothing, it would seem, that would allow me to ... well ... go beyond that when speaking to the
Church. It's like "Women and Trannies ought to shut up" or something like that.
Anyway - it would make sense, given that I am who and what I say I am, that I'd have some kind of
Master Key. Being the woman of the house, imperatively. It makes even more sense considering that I feel
like I can't rely on God for any of those troubles. A feeling that leaves me with the question of
"WHAT IN THE ACTUAL FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THEN?".
Because ... after I first went to Church this yea, there were all these emotions. And a part of it was
this ... impression ... that God would really also hammer it home to those that came in contact with
me. To let them know that I'm not only worthy, but super-worthy perhaps. And I figured ... yea, that'd
be helpfull!
Anyway - there are still two sides to this whole thing.
First things First
In Isaiah 44:26 we find a statement I think is important. A) He makes the word of His servant(s?) true -
and B) He fulfills ... AAAARGGH !!! FUCK THE NIV!!! KJV: A) "That confirmeth the word of his servant"
and B) "performeth the counsel of his messengers".
(I don't speak from Experience or Knowledge, but ... when the NIV is consistently not in line with
the EU (Einheitsübersetzung) - one of them is Garbage! The KJV aligns with the EU basically all of the
time ... so I say: FUCK THE NIV! Yea! "New International Version" MY ASS! Yea, the EU also reads
ServantS - Luther reads Servant. But it's more about the "predictions" (counsel) part that triggered
me here)
See, what I mean is this: THE Servant, for once, plays a special role in all this. So, I take it that
He backs me up when and where it makes sense. Similarly His messengers - say, Church Authorities. Bishops.
On and off they have to give advice on the fly - and instead of checking back with "the Authorities" -
God is everywhere.
Let's leave it at that for now.
One Ring to rule them all
If I was Tolkien, then he already had the Key - and if the Keys the Church received had already been
used for mischief, he might have felt that.
Whatever - for me right now it makes sense. And there's only one way to find out!
So, I'll just assume.
And hence:
For reasons of continuity and church services, the general guidance remains as it is*, with a few
changes of course. *More specifically - as it was back when I first visited Church this year (I reset
them to that point). Until further notice, no alterations are allowed, but by me of course.
The changes I make for now are:
There are no restrictions put upon individuals regarding Sex, Gender and Sexual Orientation.
(Women can receive the Priesthood, Transitioning is permissible and so is same-sex marriage).
There are no restrictions put upon individuals regarding Race/Ethnicity (just in case).
Church guidance that contradicts mine is suspended where-ever a resolution is required.
And ... any Municipality in which my Message is shared is redeemed from official Church guidance.
Conservatism is out, Democratic Socialism is in!
That should be good enough for now!
Goku (DBZ) beats Superman!