"One Good Reason"
So please let me indulge ... and give this one last spin. So please bear with me as I try to get through this
... slowly. Give or take
The hope is that You come by - whoever You are - and then we take things from there. I'll come outside and we can
go for a walk or You invite me to some coffee - talk about where You are with Baptism and Unification; Is what I'm thinking in
case You're really ... really starting from scraps. If You're there already, I'd need some prep-time to get the words back to
memory or You do the prayer; But if we're linked up You can come in.
We can then exchange contacts, and return to our merry lives while taking things from there, keeping each other in the loop or
whatever. I don't know. But between what You want to bring to the table and what I have, we have to figure something out; And
that's also the whole plan. I mean, every version of it is just a permutation of this - while every version only differs
by what is brought to the table.
If there's nothing - then we can do nothing. But at least there's an open channel for communication and on that note:
growth.
The goal is ... societal change ... by gnosis. Which is the simple gist of it. It happens on its
own ... or it doesn't happen at all. All it takes is an open door. If there's nothing to speak of, there's nothing to speak of.
So, if the buck stops with the very first step, then the journey won't even begin. Once it starts, we have something to talk
about. An idea of what 'it is'. And if that's just two losers doing nothing, then well, that's what it is. But so ... it's a
start.
At any rate, for whatever one might say: "At least we have this, at least we have that". Starting with a working Miracle
for signs and reason on the one end; And a living relationship with God on the other end of the spectrum.
In between 'we' have -nothing-, because 'we' at this point is just 'me'. And so far, all I have is an empty life.
At the long end of the road I would think that world peace is inevitable. To say, that once society has shifted enough to
embrace the gnostic ideals, it will. And by the way do I not see another way towards that end. To say that things like corruption,
mismanagement, wealthy incompetence ... all of that will go on while the world itself will keep on spinning; unless something
changes.
And if God just whizzed them all away, the guilty ones, what then? How would the world look? Would we know what to do? How wouldn't
we just fall into panic and back into corruption as shit effectively just hit the fan and we're back to struggling for scraps?
There's hope upon magical thinking upon ... piles and piles of superstition ... I would have to say.
Maybe after maybe after MAYBE ... things might turn out fine if just left to their own. And yea, 'counting on' Divine Intervention
is the exact same thing.
Gnosis - is where we allow God to influence us so we can then interact with one another on a 'heightened level'. Here
a new kind of society emerges that exists in unison with God; SO the simple THEORY of it: Which is where God wants to be.
Between us. Within us. A part of US. But if there's no 'us' - there's no 'Immanuel' (God with us). As Jesus stated according to
Matthew (18:20): "Where there's two or more assembled in my name, I will be among them".
But if You imagined me to just "whizz" this out of my arse, then yea ... it ain't happening!
So, the plan is to just Live while finding communion with each other, through God. The true path for the truly faithful.
As for the message that is to just be blasted out in the open, well. I got what I got - and maybe it needs some reworking but
... we'll have to figure that out as we go.
Crystals Bonus: Saying that I have to take this thing to some certain point is like making this about me or just
removing me from the whole thing. Either way, for the latter I have tried; For the former I'm upset about the whole thing. It's
a shortcut. A way to not feel ashamed about me I guess. Where ... You're running around trying to preach to people about the
great Gospel where all You really have is some strange way to make it about me. If that even were the caase. At that point however;
All that might come from it could not phase me much. "Phony Bullshit". I might then take my concerns to twitter or reddit and
people might laugh about it or not; Whatever ... I'm not down for it. It hasn't come to that. It won't happen.
Or as that girl from that Spy X Family anime likes to say: "And then World Peace!". It's childish, magical thinking that some
'event' might take us there. That nothing has to really change; That things are 'good' the way they are, or were. And maybe to
some extent that's true. But it's not the Gnostic extent.
At this point I should ask You to bring something to eat, like ... snacky, bite-sized, like Chicken Nuggets; And perhaps some
tobacco. Pueblo Beige is fine, American Spirit Gold if You can't get the other. I changed brand because boycotting reasons.
I would probably also let You in right away, no need to be weird. You might be asked to help me with cleaning up a little.
Beyond that, at this point I'll need around 5000 to clear all my debts. Ish. Vodafone, Jobcenter and Rent. Then there's the Bills
I couldn't pay. So ... 3.5 plus ... 1.5 ... plus ... a few .1s I suppose.
Bottom Line: So that we can have nice things!