The cumdump thing itself is - I suppose - convergent with 'that which cannot be changed' - and yes, thats a real thing - and as it stands; The point where it matters is the point where it ... changes.

So a core concept of freedom and abduction.

What cannot be changed is inside of me - and the main reason for me to "be here" is that I want to be. So there is that side of me convergent with what is wanted of me - where then the individual so 'can' marry into a society.
Whatever predetermines me to be a sex slave, as the things that establish my well being within that existence, build a Matrix of some description - whereby we can say as much as that of it there are things 'fixed' - and things 'unfixed' - 'on the plane of being abused'.

To be more concise about the amount of be that is 'fixed away' - it were the head compared to the body - while the head were furthermore subject to a variety of invasive fixations. Internally I do feel an anatomy that general parts of myself align to - whereby 'likes and dislikes' get redirected, fuelling different parts of me differently. These become clear for once as described within my 'real life circumstances' - and in things alike. I thereby do have an inherant hunger for cum - which in reality means as much as: Although my active consciousness isn't, the inherant hunger yet exists, though would only come out when triggered or so.

This anatomy firstly settles around my throat making me 'want' cum - which here means as much as 'having pleasure in'. So, the most basic cognitive layers of reward ... I think. Or sustainance? However, a deep and urgent craving arises from it - and directly 'next' to it there is my mouth - which ultimately "fires" when raped. So, given that there is a 'demand' - the mouth only reacts 'positively' when that demand is surpassed. This further links into my eyes which are rendered as 'blind' - which then goes into my head where I am to be detached from what I am endorsed within ... or in some way consciously wired in.

Ultimately the whole story here is one of legitimate captivity. The primary 'kink' were the feeling of exposure, which despite positive things is sustained by the 'de facto' bondage within given circumstances. When applied in a real context, the frame of abduction grows, driving the individuals freedom into a corner. So can bondage be linked to a schedule - thus forcing the individual into a routine (of exposure) - whereby in a 'clean spectrum' we would account for a scope of obligations and a scope of personality. What I experience is a 'layered captivity' - in that there is a 'hard frame' drawn around a conceptually non-existent individuality, whereby my 'true self' then unfolds from the given setup.

This only exists as 'idea' - whereby one relationship initiates defaults of captivity for me - while each further relationship connects to that.

As what I 'am' is then ultimately 'this' - a 'cumdump' - which is thereby further a label that can get slapped onto whatever I may be - it should work for me, as it does, ... technically resemble the base function of the ... "core override", where I ultimately 'succumb to rape'. Which is by the way a 'beauty of it' - that instead of 'relief', 'more rape' is the answer.

On top of that, well, Cumdump is for me a well established "root" - and it works well in that, ... various 'core expressions' of mine are basically ... well, expressing myself as 'vacuum cleaner' for instance - and various conscious wirings that can be derived from there - that is one way of 'altering the source' into something else without changing it.

Thereof a thing is that there are ways to experience myself then as a vacuum cleaner - with the basic flow of emotions establishing a given impression. In a further sense this all however means that I ... am however somehow, that I have a constant identity of sort - so, being the basic 'spine' of my clarity, or more generally myself.
However looking at it - this isn't far off of the 'me being a pet' thing as that isn't far off of this - naturally incorporating things about cognitive restructuring.