In a sense this is as Rape Tamed just in a different coating. The term that got this started was though 'gang bang bride' - and then ... yea - there is the 'Baby Girl' as pivotal description counter weighted by sexual slavery and 'bed play'.

The whole point for here and in general is simply put: Cock in my Holes - at any age - end of the line. That - the expressions targetted to shock by implication of pedophilia - is to me however rather an invocation of misery, ... demise, ... depravity.

And while the rest so far didn't really get to it - and this is yet in a sense all about it - this is the whole story condensed around my "younger self". Yea - what is that? Can we relate to it as the idea of a 'real' child - once I were reborn, so for that matter? Well - the answer 'I' have is that I never felt as there was any transition 'into' being a pervert - aside of the 'first insights' respectively. So, I was urged to tie myself up at some point - between 6 and 8 I think.

"Being Young" - whilst certainly 'used' as a 'shocker' - is to me 'most shocking' for the reason of how 'tight' the experience fires to my base, and it is a "no brainer", err ... redundancy: While my life ultimately aims to be about nothing but sex - a childish mind-set is inevitable.
So, the young age is thereby ultimately reflective of 'the amount' of stuff "other than sex" that constitutes to my persona - and is essentially thought of as a variable value throughout the ages. In a sense do older ages constitute to more freedom; And younger ages to greater perfection ~ as is: My ideal converges around "no age", even to get born for the sake of getting "trash fucked" (fucked and disposed of) - where for the sake of living I have to have something other than death to keep me going, and that ultimately is 'pregnancy' - and thus also at some points 'being a mother'. Within that it then turns over into the 'Toilet Slavery' part. Which is - in a sense - my favourite ... well - in that it basically 'contains' the 'final vacuum' ... that I 'resent', ultimately, and my compliance to it resembles my degree of submission - where the ideal is 'perfect submission'.

To so recall on the 'main description' at this point: There is the 'Teenage Abduction Pedo-Whore' - which is the aforementioned plus the 'preferred condition' (abduction) for this to occur within (where abduction is as much as general captivity, even family internal counts) - 'Gang Bang Bride'. For the latter see Relationships(03.2). That is there what goes 'into' feminization - though essentially there would go more into it. However - the feminization also yields into the girly - which becomes a 'nexus' of some sort - and as that becomes a greater influence to the rest of me, where then a mature male persona would still be influenced by a girly princess internally.

The bottom end basically ties "back into" the 'Rape Tamed' and the 'Gang Bang Bride' things - whereby the ideal sees me closer to a teen, with my 'general habitat' being closer to being a baby. This wouldn't prevent me from getting a growing up phase here and then -

Teenage Bitch