Blindness - the Point of all Points




  • This is the Point of all Points. Blindness. How affects us it? What is it?

    Modes 1 and 2

    Transgender Insanity? There is an "uncensored version" [here] - which goes into depth at how this issue unfolds in context of me. If you 'need' an Anti-point, something as my inner 'polar opposite' - check the "Back to the Roots" part below.
    The core of this item is a previous notion whereby I spent time writing about a 'back and forth', thinking about why I keep writing about it, and describing it as a wave.


    Previous another item has been established - lets for here call it 'Y Normality': The case that the normalities of individuals vary from each other, depending on which "naturality" they are a part of. Mormon Context (What I think the Book of Mormon reads to this): 1. The case of the Whore 2. The case of the Natural

    'Normalities' co-exist with 'naturalities' - though do we see this in a higher degree of "spectral organization", the idea that 'naturalities' cobble together into cultural streamlines wherein a primary dominant 'normality' branches off into stuff and ... creates one 'grand' - 'nominalized' - compound.

    Y simply corresponds 'metaphorically' to a 'logical separation' of two such idioms - where the point of separation though were 'the end of chaos'.

    Hereby, imagine a drill. Or a screw, rather. A spiral - or something that turns around a center, and with each cycle there came a pulse during which the mind is exposed to a certain ... reality. Hereby at first the 'established "gnosis"' - the 'mindset' - is established and further cognitive activity channels insights into this structure.
    This 'pulse' could now be considered a 'velocity'. So we are thereby taken into 'a' direction, ... obviously - presented by this re-ocurring pulse.
    As we then amass experience based on these alignments, we more and more 'change' towards this basic pattern.

    It is now so that there are multiple 'center's - thus, individual vectors, which tie together in some 'beyond space'. If we had three, that were some 3 Dimensional space.

    And to this I have a ... given "preset". First, 'Dimension alpha' occurs as this spiral and contains 'volume'. This is its own bubble, where we have a line - but: We have "two inputs" to zero. One is the 'origin' and the other is 'negative'.
    Well - the 'volume' itself is a given experience within, 'harping towards' a certain identity. This is 'basic growth' - where for me now there are shackles. These shackles constitute my basic awareness - and as they impede on me with sexual sensations coupled to my reluctance to expose to those - my entity is thereby primarily ... uh, - ... #princess.

    [2017.08.06|10:32]

    "Modes A and B" - thats simply from 'worktime' to 'downtime' - in all simplicity. For me there's a time where I'm leaning ... well. Lets say there is a left and a right side. Right were 'perverted' and left 'normal'. So, in the sense I can't lean far right enough to actually change physical reality here for me towards the perverted. Or in other words: No matter how far right I lean, my life is basically still going to remain pretty normal.

    Of course, when we're talking of social interaction, its simply a matter of the individuals preposition ... and ... thats pretty much the thing, ... but thats ... how life works. There isn't much more to it either.

    Something about Street Fighter

    Worldbuilding (Destiny 2.5 - or: Ironbanner?)

    Oh Zion

    The Point

    I almost forgot about this one. I thought about not writing the rest and calling this done - ^^!

    Fits the headline!


    Blindness. ... so



    [2017.08.08|21:14]:

    Blindness - as the one I'm writing about here - can 'dulled down' also be simply called 'stupidity'. Stupid as in 'the absence of knowledge'. It is good when there is a guide to help one bridge that gap - and blindness occurs where there either are no guides ... or ... mischief.

    Blindness - as I mean - furthermore however entails an active prolonging for something that is inherantly flawed. ... I mean it. ^%&*()_+. So as in the Y, where one side is right and the other one wrong. So - as ... yea. The point is now that in prospect of a solution, this gets really dangerous. So - if a solution demands accurate knowledge of the truth, ... it is dangerous to ... 'ignore' that - though blindness has it that this 'ignoring' isn't an active act of defiance but simplified: stupidity.

    Or so.//04:59

    This point really concludes in other segments of this whole.

    Randomly

    IT talk

    Why I didn't like the recent X-Com games

    Language building?

    Vector Logic

    Every Point is a point on a Vector. Every Vector extends between two points. Go figure! (Zero comes first!)

    Some words about my Brother - and maybe more

    As a child I once attempted to french kiss him. And in my impressions he's the first Antichristian to have repented. The thing is - this and that are/were, I think, gestures of good will. I think if I had been a girl - incest would have occured sooner or later; Possibly. And I wouldn't have come this far in consequence. Maybe.

    Sometimes I worry that all of my emotions have been jinxed into me ... over the years ... this and that being ... like, consequences thereof. But certainly I'm 'not' reserved for "them".


    This honesty hurts me - and I don't think its any of your business. To me my family isn't my family anymore - and thats nothing personal. Sortof.

    "Back to the Roots"

    Oh yea - what had I in mind for this? Well - its to say ... I love the idea ... but it sortof ... sorry; Vanishes in agony. To say ... I don't get around writing these things freely. Not yet at least. It rather aches me to complete these segments; And I kindof want to die ... rather than 'suffering' myself through them. I mean - I right now feel really depressed about this - like: "But I did write 'that much'" ... and its like ... Venom/Carnage ... that Spiderman symbiont latching onto my skin. I want to tear it off of me, but it won't go away. It sticks. It strangles. And I want a respawn!

    No save scamming IRL? Well - I don't mean to go back! Hell no! "Everything but that".

    But no. My creativity comes from my peace, from my innocent passion and joy - and thats what it is to me. I don't want to give that up!


    2017.08.12|06:41 - signing out