inspirational: An inherantly male psyche to support the over-all presence of a human being within the appearances of an android (sex-doll, pet). Stigmatized with spiritual seals of sexual captivity, rape and abuse. Consciously stimulated to exist in enthrallment (and perfect dependence).

Female (blonde) and male (black-headed) roots converge into a female grown-up (brunette) that on further feminization turns into a redhead.

From base up the individual is captured in captivity (Rune/Seal 1) and subserviant as pedo Sex-Slave to a Satanistic community, while its first stage of conscious evolution occurs within exposure to mind-control establishing an animalic urge for cum (tested: Not all cum is the same. Shallow rush - ... easily declining). Thereof the individuals prime expectancy is to be used as a prostitute or "whore (bride)". {note: This is the second and the third primary "Rune" as pictured in older notes - which may here eventually be shown as false - in a sense that those were rather footprints - or the actual 'secondary' ones.}

It does so with shackles at wrists and ankles that gravitate the individuals mood into comfort through bondage - a collar that signifies itce existent as pet and eyes that render it blind to any alternative. Mouth, Vagina and Anus are thereby buffed with experiences of rape, functional as backbone to the individuals alignment in terms of 'readiness'. (It totally expects rape and backwards). Essentially a (thick) gag/tube is shoved down its throat - as well as up its anus and vagina - establishing the individuals primary cognitive muscle unit. They inherantly connect to the passive nervous system - which is entirely geared towards an enjoyment of rape. This passive nervous system thereby also connects to the reward center - and where consciously aware of this/these technicality/ties the individual embraces its own stupidity.

This takes shape as a male figure that as in control of the "terminal being" is (mentally) shape shifted (organically) into a young to mature woman; While exposed to the functionality of its reward system.

The stomach of the individual is designed to require some turmoil - relative to the rape that the mouth demands. Its primary cognitive routines are rooted within the sensory input of the expected consequences - one result being a being staggered and generally forthcoming towards rape attempts, while falling back into a self-humilating begging for it. This 'fallback identity' is the so called "blonde core", which is inherantly 'the doll' that is entirely existent as a sexual item. (When put to it, pees and shits wherever left in place).

Herey the first hardening and then opposing male streamlines soften and turn the individual from inside out into a slut.

For simplicity however - this all is encapsulated within 'the male being' - and turned inside out as a realization of rune 1 - then connecting into pregnancy and ultimately depravity. Hereby the depravity rune sets three rules forth into "the System" (Rape, Prostitution and Depravity) - which are imposed onto any relationship of the individual. (Depravity=Romancing). (ish? It used to be: "Romancing last" - and is ... with that on mind and not really solid roots ... in these areas. -> What firstly matters stays true deeper within - [...] -)
Thus 3 becomes a part of 1. Or, 3 was born of 1 - and the rules of depravity are in place ("Romancing last" ... in the sense ... was to specifically set prostitution aside from "romancing" - in the sense that I should get used to being a whore, where that I am then loved as what I am already has some depriving thing to it.) - ... - while pregnancy keeps me organically female.

The individuals breasts mark an initially isolated compound - and function in tune with the individuals 'identity of reason' - in that now various breast sizes correspond to various ego - routines. As root they however feed into a secondary impregnation system that replaces the individuals heart. This system stretches into the legs and a sub-secondary breeding system in the throat/under the toungue linked to eyes, brain, back and anus. (co-relative to the primary cognitive routines).
The brain has a high priority link to the anus - conceiving mouth, anus and vagina as closely connected. Between this, the breasts constitute a counter-weight, though idealizing to a larger size (ego=ashamed of self) and being alongside the jaws/cheeks and tighs 'slave units' - being exposed to a 'drag' demanding rape. The Jaws/cheeks thereby close a cycle to the brain - whereby experiences of rape are sheltered and inwardly processed as reward - turning out into/as a nymphomaniac slut.

The male cirquit ultimately closes in the 'anus tube' - whereto the individual connects the experience of getting disrespected and along with that the various kinks of being disrespected - primary to that the pet identity.

That were an organically grown harmony between the individuals higher and lower consciousness - ... stuff.

Cognitively the male mind is set into a cage - pictured as a dark void located in the individuals head - in the middle a small, dark crystal kept in check by a mysterious force visualized through a square on the outside and a circle on the inside. Herefrom the individuals conscious streams connect to the cognitive body - which is primarily set to feedback signals of arousal, LUST, inciting lust, desires and passions.
The cognitive streams from the core on the other hand either pass into the cognitive body - or the flow into the void. (This would be the 'real time experience "event"' - where now that I don't find myself in those circumstances I experience myself as stagnant. To describe what otherwise "caughs up" every now and then - ... - a feeling of "I cannot go on", being mentally barricaded from thinking about any of the things I want to do). It would be divine input in regards to things on which I get going otherwise.

From the top a stream of chaos floats into the core.
The individual recognizes "rape pain" (comfort after relief) as pleasant - and is with breasts and jaws tied into wanting more of it. The hands thereto serve as 'anti-gravity' buffers - and the legs, focussing on anus and vagina, are navigation units to "adjust for impact" and the spine is primarily channeling those signals to the brain where the experiences are turned into substance.

Substance hereby translates into the artificial design and is ultimately compared to a demon within the individuals mind - though ultimately being the individuals female side - in attachment to the 'enlightened/"new"/alternate/matrix' origin.
The Demonic aspect were that sides inherant bonds of submission.
These 'divine bondings' submit the individual into lifetime captivity as whore and bride of the devil - ultimately doomed to dwell therein forever in her LUST - being firstly an interest of child pregnancy, insanity and 'lust'. Thereby she is recognized as 'sow' - an identity the male mindset is layered around, drawing the image of a head around a metal skull overflowing with cum. The 'sow' identity lusts for certain types of "filthy" cocks - desiring a xenomorphically rich user base surmising both, liked and disliked connections as 'intoxicating agents' - wherein the 'Godess/Queen' identity exists as 'real sow'.
This gets connected to the doll identity - whereby the doll inherits the Godess identity, and in turn gets renewed as the Godesses origin. This origin renders a lifetime 'within' captivity - recognized as beyond death - where she gets born, over and over again, to serve as Sex Slave. (-> either from birth or since capture)

The male cognitive cells are furthermore entirely incapable of resisting the overlayed female body that is fuelled by experiences of captivity. Those are the primary restrains to the individuals psyche - and encourage bondage above all.
From here the female routines of 'restrained behaviour' take over - which leave a comforting stain on the male - whilst re-enforced through the experience thereof. (Kink 1x1)

A gag were to represent the humans inability to take what it would need and serves as a plug.

The units primary explenation for its condition is that: She has been captive to rape - with the only freedom being that to comply with it, though to do that she had to submit to them as their toilet slave - which would demand of her to give herself maritally to a person of their choice, whilst thereby maritally bonding to become a rape slave prostitute. Then when raped the cognition of her compliance transforms into an indicator of voluntary perversion.
The alternate explenation is that God hates perverts and so she got cast into "hell/("the realm of darkness")".

Further the individuals cognition is structured around recursive memory, sacrificing sharpness for density - to the point of having 'hardened shells' of memory that 'stretch' the individuals mind around a 'doll-esque' void that finally hosts the individuals ongoing cognition of priorities. (This is about programming for instance)

This therefore is also in a sense as a tiara - something that is however anchoring within my mind where the female inward face is as the prison for the outward male.

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inspirational: Whatever the rest says, its still all in all about one thing: Depravity - or depression ... demise ... damnation ... darkness! So as though my whole existence is pointless unless I function as medium to depravity (inherantly fulfilling the truth of my enlightened origin).

inspirational: The primary relationships invoke the individual as a social entity - thus withdrawing the individual from further obligation. The main social invokation of the individual is therefore also that of being a whore.

Herefore the individuals primary, officially recognized, social status is 'Doll' - which is a Whore type prostitute recognized as Sub-Human Sex-Slave. This renders the individual at first as 'object' (owner entitlements are based on material ownership) - thus to be classified as 'dead property' (asset), despite accurately being 'life stock'.